The subscription rate was less than 70%. For the latest three-day chapters, one had to wait three days to read them or subscribe again. Chuxun had been missing for a whole week.
Ji Tianze went from confusion to panic, and now he was almost driven crazy. He looked for Chuxun during the day and could not sleep at night. Chuxun had never left his life for such a long time … Would Chuxun come back?
He even felt that it was a good thing if Chuxun was determined to cut ties with him.
He called Chuxun's phone but could not get through. Was it necessary for him to not turn on his phone when he was traveling?
He was really afraid that Chuxun had met with an accident.
He had nightmares all night long. He dreamed that Chuxun was hit by a car and his cold and pale body was placed in a small freezer in the morgue. No parents or friends claimed his body, and it lay alone in a plastic bag. It was so pitiful.
Humans were such creatures. They did not cherish what they had and would regret it when they lost it.
Ji Tianze was the only child in his family. His father was a business executive. Although his mother was a housewife, she was quite educated. He grew up in a family that was envied by his classmates.
Most of his uncles were successful people, but only his youngest uncle was particularly rebellious.
That was the first time in Ji Tianze's life that he knew about homosexuality.
When he was young, he would go back to his hometown with his parents every Spring Festival and spend the New Year with his grandparents. The whole family would gather together. He had a vague impression of his youngest uncle. He seemed to be a gentle and handsome young man.
His youngest uncle was the youngest of his generation. He was much younger than his father, only ten years older than him. He remembered that his youngest uncle had a gentle smile. He even gave him a box of foreign chocolates and Transformers toys. At that time, it was still a rare thing.
It was probably the New Year's Eve when he was ten years old. He and his friends were tired from playing outside and went to bed early.
In the middle of the night, he was awakened by the noise outside. He ran out barefoot. The door of the old house was half open. The people inside were arguing fiercely. He secretly went to take a look.
He saw his grandfather hitting his youngest uncle with a crutch. He could hear the horrible sound of flesh being hit. There was a big bruise on his cheek and his mouth was full of blood.
He scolded him as he hit him. "Who told you to hit a chair!
I might as well beat you to death so that you don't embarrass yourself when you go out! "
Ji Tianze was very scared. He wanted to run away, but because he was scared, his legs were weak, and he stood still.
He was afraid that his uncle would be beaten to death.
Little Uncle knelt on the ground and raised his eyes. Like a cornered beast, he suddenly laughed and retorted sharply, "Dad, you don't understand. It's not that I didn't learn well. This is hereditary. The Ji family has the gene of liking men in their blood, and it was passed on to me. In the future, I may not be the only one in the Ji family who likes men.
I'm a bastard, and you're an old bastard. "
Grandpa got even angrier and almost beat him half to death. Ji Tianze saw a pool of blood and was so scared that he cried. Then, his father found him.
More than ten years had passed, but he still remembered this incident.
Later on, Little Uncle left. She heard that he went abroad and never came back.
But whenever he thought of Little Uncle's words, he would still tremble in fear.
Little Uncle was a notorious negative example in the words of the elders. Every time Little Uncle was mentioned, his father and uncle would scold him several times, saying that he disobeyed his elders and was ignorant and incompetent. They wanted the younger generation to take warning from him. However, they did not mention that he was gay. Among the younger generation, only he knew, and he had never told anyone.
Ji Tianze had another dream. He dreamed that he finally found Chuxun and brought Chuxun home.
Little Uncle was at his house. Little Uncle and Dad were quarreling. Suddenly, Little Uncle pointed at him and said to Dad, "Haha, Big Brother, see? I told you that I'm not the only gay in our family. You hate me so much, but in the end, your precious son is also with a man."
He clapped and laughed. Dad looked at him with hatred and disgust.
Ji Tianze was awakened by the nightmare and broke out in cold sweat.
What should he do?
What could he do?
He did not want to be gay, but he really could not let go of Chuxun.
How could Chuxun be like this?
He came into his life without permission, treated him well, and then ran away without permission.
After work, Ji Tianze went to Chuxun's house again. The door was tightly shut, and there were no signs of anyone coming back.
Ji Tianze sighed. Just as he was about to leave, he suddenly smelled a faint stench coming from the house.
He suddenly thought that Chuxun did not leave at all. Could it be that he was at home and something had happened to him?
Ji Tianze quickly found the property management and told them that he was Chuxun's friend. He was worried that Chuxun had met with an accident at home. The property management was also afraid that someone might die, so they opened the door for them to go in and check.
Chuxun's house was empty. It had not been cleaned for a week, and there was a thin layer of dust in the room.
They found the source of the stench. It was not a corpse, but a piece of pork that was forgotten to be put in the fridge.
They also searched his wardrobe and fridge, but there was no murder scene.
However, Ji Tianze felt that it was strange. Chuxun was a cautious person. If he had gone out for a vacation, why did he not tidy up his room? There were a few pieces of his favorite clothes in the wardrobe that he did not take with him. Chuxun had left in a hurry.
The property management was already suspicious of his intentions. He said politely, "Sir, since there is no problem, please leave."
This person was really looking for trouble. If the owner of the house came back and found out, he might complain about them.
Ji Tianze had no choice but to leave.
Before he left, Ji Tianze saw a plastic bag under the coffee table. It was printed with the name of a certain hospital. He ignored the property management's urging and walked to the coffee table to take out the plastic bag.
There was a thick stack of documents inside. There were CT scans, X-rays, various examination reports, and diagnosis results.
The latest report was last Monday.
He suddenly recalled that Tuesday morning when Chuxun lowered his head and said to him, "I have something to tell you …"
Suddenly, he understood everything.
Why did Chuxun sound like he was about to cry? Why did he say so many hurtful words?
He sat down, covered his face, pressed his forehead, and took a deep breath.
How sad must Xiao Xun be?
Where would he be now?
He must be very lonely …
"Sir, please leave." The property management helplessly urged, "Sir, this is not your home. Please leave quickly."
He locked the door and got off work. He went to tell the security not to let this lunatic into their neighborhood next time.
The weather in Las Vegas was good today. Although the temperature was not high, the sun was bright. He only needed to wear a thin sweater and a windbreaker to keep warm.
Chuxun looked up. The sky was blue and numbing. One look at it and he would be in a good mood.
On the streets of this foreign country, all he saw were unfamiliar faces. However, even if Xiao Lin insisted on holding hands with him, no one would be surprised or look at them.
Today's itinerary was to see the Cirque du Soleil performance.
They had a good view from where they were sitting.
The performer seemed to shrink into a small person. He threw himself up and down in the air. He was as agile as a little bird. He flipped up and down on the rapidly spinning giant iron wheel. It was extremely thrilling. From time to time, it would cause exclamations. The audience was on tenterhooks, afraid that they would witness death in the next second.
Chu Xun admired them. How courageous were they?
He sighed and said, "I'm not as agile as him even on flat ground."
Lin Yanchen asked, "Are you interested?
I've practiced parkour before. I can take you to play. "
Chuxun hurriedly waved his hand, "No, no, I'm old and can't stand the torment.
I'll just watch. "
Chuxun thought about it and added, "You should play less of these dangerous activities in the future. Didn't the news say that thousands of people die in parkour every year?
Before, I saw that it was popular for young people to not install safety devices and take selfies with one foot out of a tall building or cliff. A lot of people died.
I really don't understand. It's fine if acrobats are forced by others, but why would someone risk their life for a photo?
Don't do such a stupid thing. "
Lin Yanchen said, "Okay, if you don't want me to do it, I won't do it."
The performance ended and the audience dispersed.
They were originally walking together, but Chuxun suddenly remembered that he had taken off his jacket and left it on a chair. He turned back to look for it and forgot to tell Lin Yanchen.
Lin Yanchen let go of Chuxun for a few seconds. When he turned around, he found that he was gone.
It took another five minutes to get from the manor's villa to the horse farm.
Lin Yanchen raised four horses. One was pure black, one was pure white, and the other two were piebald. Each of them was very handsome. They had well-proportioned bodies, slender and powerful limbs, lush and thick manes, elf-like ears, and almond-like watery eyes.
Chuxun had only ridden one horse when he was traveling in a scenic area. Its fur was dark and its limbs were thick and short. When he saw these horses, he wondered if he had been tricked. Was it a donkey?
The black horse's mane was carefully braided and it was wearing a gold-plated harness. It was particularly handsome. Chuxun wanted to touch it, but he didn't dare. He asked Lin Yanchen, "What horse is this?"
Lin Yanchen introduced it to him. "Friesland's Black Pearl, Friesland's horse. You like this horse best?
His name is Jay, and he's a boy. "
"They're all very good-looking. I don't know much about horses," Chuxun continued. "The white one is also good-looking."
"This is Libiza's horse. Her name is Shirley, and she's a girl," Lin Yanchen said.
Chuxun nodded. "I remember that in Water Margin, Song Jiang had a horse that was also snow-white. It had a nice name. I always remember that it was called the Jade Lion of the Night. Foreigners' names still lack charm."
Lin Yanchen immediately said, "That's good. From now on, her English name will be Shirley, and her Chinese name will be Jade Lion of the Night."
Chuxun raised his eyebrows. "You can change their names?"
Lin Yanchen had a bad feeling in his heart. For a moment, he was too pleased with himself. He said with a cheeky smile, "I'll go and suggest it to her owner. He'll definitely agree to such a beautiful name."
Are you kidding me?
Chu Xun reluctantly accepted his lie and looked at the two white and black spotted horses. He pointed at them and said, "Then were they sired by those two horses?
One is black, and the other is white. "
Lin Yanchen couldn't help but laugh. "Hahaha, that's what Appaloosa looks like.
They're all neutered.
Which horse do you want to ride? "
Such a tall horse was daunting. Chuxun asked, "Which one has the most docile personality?"
Lin Yanchen said, "Then it's still Jay."
Chuxun was surprised. "I thought the white horse would be the most gentle."
Lin Yanchen said, "You can't judge a horse by its appearance.
She's a girl with a bad temper. She loves freedom and hates people riding on her back. I was almost thrown off. "
Chuxun reached out and touched the black horse's smooth and neat mane. Jay obediently bent down and rubbed against his palm. It was really cute.
Lin Yanchen taught him how to get on the horse, and Chuxun climbed up shakily.
Lin Yanchen held the reins and led the horse for a leisurely stroll in the meadow. He chatted with Chuxun, who was sitting on the horse's back. "Don't worry, I'm next to you."
He had personally ordered these horses, bought them home, named them, and then raised them. They were very precious. If his friends wanted to borrow them, it would depend on his mood and the horse's mood. Not to mention Chuxun, who could ride whichever one he wanted, he would personally hold the reins.
The thin and warm winter sun fell on her body.
The crisp and pleasant chirping of birds was like glass beads that occasionally fell from the treetops into their ears.
Chuxun suddenly enjoyed this gentle atmosphere. There was no need for any sweet talk. Lin Yanchen just walked in front of him and held the horse for him, but he couldn't help but look back.
He sat on the horse. Lin Yanchen had to raise his head slightly. The light sprinkled on the corners of his eyes and eyebrows, making him look like he was glowing gently. He was dazzlingly handsome.
Chuxun always knew that Lin Yanchen was good looking, but today he was especially good looking.
He stared at Lin Yanchen. Lin Yanchen was embarrassed by his stare. "What are you looking at?"
Chuxun said, "Come here."
Lin Yanchen walked to his side. Chuxun leaned down from the horse's back. Lin Yanchen thought that he was going to kiss him. He was so expectant that his heart skipped a beat.
Chuxun reached out and touched his left earlobe. "I just found out that you have a small mole behind your ear. It's so cute."
Lin Yanchen's earlobe that was touched by Chuxun's finger seemed to have been burned. It instantly turned red. Chuxun withdrew his hand. He couldn't help but reach out and chase after Chuxun. He grabbed Chuxun's hand and held it. He couldn't help but kiss the back of Chuxun's hand and fingertips.
Chuxun didn't know what was going on. He smiled. "What are you doing?"
Lin Yanchen stared at him with bright eyes, unblinking, as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't know where to start with the tenderness in his heart. After holding it in for a long time, he only said clumsily, "I like you."
Stripped of the flowery words, the love of young people was always passionate and sincere. It was like a stream heated by the sun, clear and warm. It made Chuxun feel that his heart, which had been trampled on in every possible way, was much warmer and calmer.
Chuxun suddenly understood why he liked Xiao Lin at first glance. He had a youthful aura and was clean.
Lin Yanchen couldn't see Chuxun's expression clearly. The light swayed behind him. Chuxun said softly, "I know.
You've said it so many times. Why do you keep saying it? "
Lin Yanchen asked with dissatisfaction, "That's it?"
Love made people greedy. Give an inch and you want a mile.
Chuxun avoided the topic and pretended not to hear it. He said, "Xiao Lin, didn't you want to teach me how to ride a horse?
Are you going to teach me from under the horse, or do you want to get on as well? "
Lin Yanchen was led astray by him. He also climbed onto the horse. He had specially asked someone to install a saddle for two people. He had originally planned to ride with Chuxun.
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Lin Yanchen flipped onto the horse. He wrapped his arms around Chuxun from both sides and held the reins. He was already half a head taller than Chuxun. He wanted to hug Chuxun in his arms.
As soon as he got on, the horse snorted. Chuxun stroked the horse's neck. "It's heavy, right?
What a pitiful little thing. "
Lin Yanchen: "… …" He thought it would be very romantic!
In the past, he had friends who went out to hook up with girls. They would take the girls on horseback rides. They told him that he could also take girls on horseback dates. Lin Yanchen always disliked it. He never thought that he would do such a stupid thing one day.
Chuxun was eager to try. "Can you ride faster?
Let him run faster. "
Lin Yanchen hesitated and said, "Yes, I can … …"
Chuxun asked, "Is there a problem?
Is it dangerous?
You don't have to run too fast. Just a little jog. It's too boring to walk slowly like this. "
Lin Yanchen said, "No, you can sit in front. The wind will be very cold. Or you can sit in the back and hug me. I'll block the wind for you."
Chuxun was surprised. He turned his head. Xiao Lin's handsome face was very close. He kissed that young cheek. "Xiao Lin, why are you so cute and considerate?
It's okay. Just like this, your chest is also very warm. "
Lin Yanchen blushed and kissed him back. After kissing him, he became shy.
When they first met, Xiao Lin had a glib tongue. After they became familiar, he became shy sometimes.
Lin Yanchen thought of an English sentence: Love is a touch and yet not a touch.
Love is the hand that wants to touch but withdraws.
Lin Yanchen urged the horse to trot. He didn't dare to run too fast.
It was too dangerous.
He didn't care if he fell himself, but he couldn't fall A Xun.
Chuxun was anxious. "Hurry up!
Does this count as passing? "
Lin Yanchen had no choice but to let Jay run faster. The horse's hooves made a series of crisp 'deng deng deng deng' sounds as they stepped on the ground. Chu Xun was finally satisfied. He laughed along and even commanded him as if his life depended on it, "Can we jump over that railing?
Go jump!
Jump over it! "
Since Chu Xun had already said so, he couldn't lose face. Lin Yanchen held his breath and urged the horse to speed up, faster and faster. He frowned and stared intently at the railing that was half a person's height in front of him. Jay rushed to the railing without fear, jumped up, and flipped over easily and gracefully.
Lin Yanchen let out a sigh of relief. He pulled on the reins and stopped. "Are you happy?"
Chuxun happily replied, "I'm happy!"
He then said, "You're really good."
Lin Yanchen modestly said, "I learned it before …"
Chuxun laughed and said, "Haha, I was praising the little black horse."
Lin Yanchen, "…"
They ran two laps and returned to the stable.
Lin Yanchen dismounted first. Chuxun took off his helmet and accidentally bumped his glasses. The glasses fell to the ground. "Ah."
"What?" Lin Yanchen asked. He moved half a step and felt that he stepped on something. There was a crisp sound.
Chuxun said, "My glasses were broken by you."
Lin Yanchen introduced him. "The Black Pearl of Friesland and the Friesland horse. Do you like this horse best?
His name is Jay. He's a boy. "
"They're all very good-looking. I don't know much about horses." Chuxun continued, "The white one is also very good-looking."
"This is Libby Zama. Her name is Shirley. She's a girl." Lin Yanchen said.
Chuxun nodded. "I remember that in Water Margin, Song Jiang had a horse that was also snow-white. It had a nice name. I always remember that it was called the Jade Lion of the Night. The foreign name still lacks charm."
Lin Yanchen immediately said, "That's good. She'll be called Shirley in English and Jade Lion in Chinese."
Chuxun raised his eyebrows. "You can change their names?"
Lin Yanchen thought to himself that this was bad. He got carried away for a moment and said with a cheeky smile, "I'll suggest it to her owner. He'll definitely agree to such a beautiful name."
Are you kidding me?
Chu Xun reluctantly accepted his lie and looked at the two white and black spotted horses. He pointed at them and said, "Then are they sired by those two horses?
One is black and the other is white. "
Lin Yanchen couldn't help but laugh. "Hahaha, that's what Appaloosa looks like.
They're all neutered.
Which horse do you want to ride? "
Such a tall horse was intimidating. Chuxun asked, "Which one is the most docile?"
Lin Yanchen said, "Then it's still Jay."
Chuxun was surprised. "I thought the white horse would be the most gentle."
Lin Yanchen said, "You can't judge a horse by its appearance.
She's a bad-tempered girl. She loves freedom and hates people riding on her back. I almost fell off. "
Chuxun reached out to touch the black horse's smooth and neat mane. Jay obediently bent down and rubbed against his palm. It was really cute.
Lin Yanchen taught him how to get on the horse. Chuxun climbed up shakily.
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