His subscription rate was less than 70%. He had to wait for three days to read the latest chapters or resubscribe. Now that he was going to die, he had thought it through and slept well.
Perhaps he had to thank Xiao Lin for being such a good bolster.
Chuxun had a cold body. Even during the hottest days of summer, his hands and feet were cold. In winter, he was very cold. He hugged Lin Yanchen's warm and lively body under the blanket. It was like a furnace for him to draw warmth.
Yesterday, Chuxun didn't have the energy to do anything, so he went to bed early. When he woke up today, he found his hand in Lin Yanchen's arms.
Chuxun lay quietly and looked at Lin Yanchen's sleeping face.
This boy was rebellious when he was awake, but he was much gentler when he was asleep. He looked really young with good facial features. His eyelashes were thick and dark, and his skin was smooth. It was obvious that he was full of collagen.
He was really cute.
Chuxun looked at him for a while. He didn't know that he was obsessed with looks, but he felt an inexplicable sense of superiority in his heart.
He could actually sleep with such a young and handsome boy!
How glorious!
Chuxun didn't want to wake him up. He wanted to quietly pull his hand out of Lin Yanchen's arms. As soon as he moved, Lin Yanchen woke up.
Lin Yanchen was sleepy. He looked at the time on his phone. It was almost ten o 'clock. He muttered, "It's so early."
He reached out and hugged Chuxun. He was sleepy. "Can you sleep for a while more?"
It was still early?
Chuxun smiled. He was speechless. He patted his head. "Let go of me. I'll cook for you."
Lin Yanchen rubbed against his arms. After a while, he reluctantly let go of his hand. Chuxun put on his clothes and rolled up his sleeves to cook.
Lin Yanchen arranged to rent a seaside villa. It had all the necessary facilities. He rummaged through the refrigerator. There were not enough ingredients. There were only flour and eggs. He mixed the batter and made omelets.
He mixed breakfast and lunch together.
Lin Yanchen struggled to get up from the bed. His upper body was bare, and his feet were bare. Only his jeans were hanging around his waist, and his belt was not tied properly.
If an ugly man dressed like this, it would be called sloppy. Because he had a good face and a good figure, he would look messy and wild in this way.
He was still asleep. He hugged Chuxun's waist from behind and pressed his face against Chuxun's hair. "Where do you want to go today?"
She then said, "You didn't even get close to me yesterday. Have you rested enough today?"
Chuxun blushed. Was this an invitation?
He said, "I'm not going anywhere today. Hey, take your hand away. Don't touch me … After breakfast, accompany me to the market. I want to buy some ingredients to cook."
Lin Yanchen was a little disappointed and disdainful. "Why go through so much trouble? I'll shout … There's also this service in the advanced escort service. Tell me what you want to buy and someone will buy it and deliver it to you."
Chuxun shook his head. "That's not good. It's more fun to buy it yourself."
Lin Yanchen readily agreed. "Then I'll accompany you."
Chuxun turned to look at him and nodded. "Of course you have to accompany me. I'm spending so much money. You have to help me push the cart and carry the bags."
Lin Yanchen said, "I'm spending 15,000 yuan a night, but you're only spending 300,000 yuan a month on me. Do you think I'm bad at math?"
Chuxun said frankly, "That's why I'm letting you rest. You work five days a week and two days a week for four weeks. Isn't it exactly 300,000 yuan?
Look, I'm a rare good boss. How many bosses can take breaks on time and not work overtime? "
Lin Yanchen laughed and kissed him on the cheek. "You're really interesting!
But I'd rather you be a bad boss and make me work overtime every night. "
After the meal, Chu Xun inquired and took him to the vegetable market here.
Lin Yanchen had never been to such a chaotic place. The stench was overwhelming, the place was narrow and crowded. The cement floor was so dirty that there was nowhere to stand. He could only follow Chuxun closely.
Chuxun went to the butcher's shop to buy meat. The bloody meat was placed on the chopping board and the boss waved a fly wand.
Chuxun was familiar with the place. "Is it fresh?"
The boss said, "It was just slaughtered this morning. Look at the meat."
Chuxun bought three beef ribs and some vegetables. Then he went to the supermarket to buy flour, butter, essence, seasoning and cream.
Lin Yanchen pushed the cart and asked, "Why don't you buy meat from the supermarket? The meat here looks so clean."
Chuxun looked at him with disdain. "You don't cook. The meat in the supermarket has no soul."
Lin Yanchen burst out laughing. "Hahahahaha."
Looking at the ingredients Chuxun bought, Lin Yanchen guessed. "You want to make pastries?"
Chuxun nodded.
As they walked, Lin Yanchen suddenly said, "My mother loves to make pastries. She is very good at cooking. I like the apple pie she makes the most."
Chuxun said, "I knew it. Only a mother who is good at cooking can raise a son who doesn't cook.
My mother doesn't cook at home. The kitchen is my father's territory. Since I was young, I thought that the kitchen was too dangerous for women to enter. "
Lin Yanchen laughed and stopped laughing. He sighed and said, "My mother passed away when I was eight. After that, no one made apple pie for me."
Chuxun was speechless.
He didn't know if it was a real story or made up to coax him. Look, what a cunning boy. He looked unrestrained and unrestrained, but occasionally showed a hint of vulnerability and loneliness.
"Good boy."
Chuxun raised his hand and patted his head. He added a bag of candy apples to the basket. "I'll make it for you. But it won't be as good as your mother's."
They bought the ingredients and went back to cook. Chuxun was empty-handed and asked Xiao Lin to carry everything by himself.
Then he cooked in the kitchen.
At first, he instructed Xiao Lin to help prepare the ingredients. Xiao Lin was very serious. However, Chuxun realized that he wasn't lying. He was indeed an idiot at cooking. It was as if he had never been in the kitchen before. Therefore, Chuxun chased him away. "Go away, go away. Don't cause trouble."
Xiao Lin didn't leave and circled around him like a dog. "Teach me."
Chuxun's heart softened when he saw his bright eyes. He let him stay and taught him step by step.
Both of them wore aprons and their hands were covered in flour. It was also fun to play for the whole afternoon.
In the evening, the dishes filled the small square table.
This was the first time in his life that Lin Yanchen cooked with his own hands. He remembered that when he was five or six years old, his mother made apple pie. He ran to her and asked for help. His mother didn't mind and let him wash the apples. He stepped on a stool and barely reached the sink. After washing the apples, his sleeves were soaked and his hands were splashed on his collar and face. His mother gently wiped his face, patted his head and praised him for being a good boy.
Lin Yanchen and Chuxun bragged about themselves. "I'm so good. Half of the credit for this table is mine."
Chuxun didn't tease him. He cut the apple pie and gave him a piece. "Try it."
Lin Yanchen took a bite. The sweetness overflowed from the tip of his heart. He felt really comfortable with Chuxun. Chuxun's dishes were all to his taste.
Chuxun asked him, "Is it good?"
Lin Yanchen smiled brightly. "It's good!"
Chuxun was infected by his smile. He smiled and said, "I only want you to do one thing for me tonight."
Lin Yanchen's heart was dirty. "What?"
Chuxun smiled and said, "You have to pretend to be my lover and wish me a happy birthday."
If there was no miracle, this should be the last birthday of his life.
He was still satisfied and had a good time.
He wasn't so impatient that he would make a move on a sleeping person. It was best if they were both willing.
The turbulence of the air and the pressure in the air made this sleep very restless.
Chuxun had a dream. It was said that dreaming was a manifestation of shallow sleep, so the more one slept, the more tired they would be.
He dreamed that when he was young, he racked his brains to write a love letter to Ji Tianze. He wanted to dig out his heart, but no matter how he wrote, he wasn't satisfied. He was so anxious that he was sweating. Finally, he wrote a carefully worded confession. However, he didn't remember the specific content. He only remembered that he secretly hid it in the inner pocket of his clothes near his heart and kept it warm before giving it to Ji Tianze. After Ji Tianze read it, he laughed at him. "Chuxun, I treat you as a friend, but you're looking at me with dirty eyes?
I didn't expect you to be a disgusting homosexual monster. "
Suddenly, many vague figures with blurry faces appeared around him. They giggled and echoed his words.
"How disgusting."
"I didn't expect Chuxun to be such a person."
"I've heard that Manager Chu is a homosexual. He can't be thinking of cheating on me, right?
I have to be careful. "
"He's a homosexual. His private life must be messy."
"Maybe he has a sexual disease."
"Hahahaha, he has a terminal illness. Maybe it's because his private life is too messy."
Chuxun couldn't explain himself. He just wanted to run home and find a place to hide.
However, his father didn't allow him to enter the house.
"You unfilial son!
You're so immoral! "
"It's best if you die outside and end all troubles!
Even if you die, don't expect me to bury you in our ancestral grave! "
"How did I give birth to such an unfilial son like you? You've made me lose face."
Chuxun was chased around. The world was so big, but there was no place for him to stand.
He was anxious, confused, sad, and desperate.
Why?
What did he do wrong?
Was it just because he was born a man and naturally liked men?
Did he have to suffer and die a horrible death because of this?
Suddenly, someone grabbed his hand and called his name. "A Xun, A Xun …"
Chuxun finally woke up. He opened his eyes and Lin Yanchen's face came into view. It was a little blurry.
He then realized that his face was covered in tears.
Lin Yanchen held his hand tightly and pressed it against his face to warm Chuxun's cold palm. "You had a nightmare. When you cried, you didn't make a sound. You just cried silently. I just saw that your pillow was wet from crying."
He was careful and didn't dare to ask Chuxun what he dreamed of. He was afraid of touching Chuxun's sore spot.
It was the first time in his life that someone cried and made his heart ache. Chuxun looked so weak and helpless.
Chuxun sat up. He was very tired after having a nightmare and said, "Xiao Lin, hug me."
Lin Yanchen hugged him.
Lin Yanchen's warm chest and broad chest seemed to give Chuxun a place to return to, allowing him to settle down his floating heart.
At least at this moment, there was someone who was willing to hug him.
He didn't say anything and just quietly hugged Lin Yanchen. Lin Yanchen stroked his back as if he was coaxing a baby. His breathing gradually stabilized.
He felt cold all over and then realized that it was because of cold sweat. He said, "Don't hug me. I'm sweaty and dirty."
Lin Yanchen refused to let go. "It's not dirty."
Xiao Lin really did his duty as a lover. Chuxun was initially gratified, but after thinking about it carefully, he felt even more lonely. Unfortunately, no matter how real his acting was, it wasn't real. He had spent money to buy it. There was no one in the world who loved him.
He had seen people spend money to buy young bodies. In the end, they couldn't extricate themselves and begged their lovers to stay. They wanted to continue playing the role in the game of true love. It was probably because they met a master like Xiao Lin.
Fortunately, he had one foot in the grave and was able to keep his mind clear. Otherwise, he might have spent a lot of money to please his lover.
Chuxun gently patted him on the shoulder. "Let me change my clothes. My clothes are all wet. I'll catch a cold if I keep wearing them."
Only then did Lin Yanchen let go of his hand. He looked at him with eyes full of worry. It seemed that he was sincere.
Chuxun took off his shirt. Being looked at like that, he suddenly felt like he was under a spell. He blurted out, "Let's do it."
Little Lin's scorching hot body immediately stuck to him, and his cold body seemed to be hugging him on its own accord.
Lin Yanchen whispered in his ear. "You're really thin. Did you eat well before?"
Of course … not. He was busy with work and was under a lot of pressure. Sometimes he didn't have time to eat. Sometimes he was stuffed with greasy meat and wine. When he went home, he would vomit on the toilet. He had high self-esteem. No matter what, he couldn't indulge himself and become a bald old man with a protruding belly. It was better to be thin than fat.
…
Lin Yanchen didn't say anything. He just hugged him and stroked his neck and back.
After a long time, Lin Yanchen asked hesitantly, "Can I ask?
I really want to ask you, but I don't know if I'm qualified … What sad thing did you dream of?
Perhaps, you can tell me about it. "
Chuxun felt that he was very embarrassed. He was crying at such an old age.
Since he was young, his father taught him that a man shouldn't cry easily.
If he cried, his parents would look at him with disappointment. They would tell him not to cry, but they wouldn't comfort him. If he was hurt, he would get up on his own.
It was fine if Lin Yanchen didn't ask. Once he asked, Chuxun suddenly cried even harder.
Chuxun never cried in front of people he knew. It was probably because Xiao Lin was half a stranger. It wasn't embarrassing to cry in front of him. He vented it all in one breath.
Romance novels are free to read.
Lin Yanchen didn't know what to do.
Other than giving him a hug, he didn't know what else to do.
Chuxun cried for a while and said, "I broke up with my parents because I like men. We haven't seen each other for five years."
Lin Yanchen's heart was filled with pity. He thought for a while and said naturally, "… My mother passed away when I was young. My father and I quarreled. Our relationship is very bad. We haven't seen each other for three years."
Comforting other people's misfortune was showing off his own misfortune.
These two pitiful people met by chance and sympathized with each other.
Chuxun sighed. He wanted to talk about Ji Tianze, but for some reason, he couldn't say it in front of Lin Yanchen. "Sigh, every family has its own difficulties."
Lin Yanchen slowly came back to his senses. Chuxun said that he broke up with his parents because of a man. It definitely wasn't just because of his sexual orientation. Who was that man?
What was their relationship?
He couldn't think about it any further. Just thinking about it casually made Lin Yanchen feel that his heart was blocked and depressed.
How could a man in his thirties have a clean private life?
Never touch women?
Even his female colleagues were indifferent to his advances?
They were all men. How could there be such a thing?
If he wasn't impotent, then he was gay!
Zhuang Hanxue's mind suddenly lit up. He quickly let go of Chuxun's hand. Although he was hedonistic, he didn't want to be a third party in a gay couple. He repeatedly denied, "Sir, you've misunderstood. I'm just Chuxun's boss."
"He suddenly wants to resign.
I'm very distressed, so I came to beg him to stay. "
Chuxun felt that it was ridiculous. Why would he talk to Ji Tianze like that? It was as if he was his boyfriend.
Chuxun came back to his senses and looked at Zhuang Hanxue. "What do you want to explain to him?"
Ji Tianze realized that he had misunderstood Chuxun. He said awkwardly, "Can't you speak properly?
It's my fault for misunderstanding you. If you speak better, I won't make a mistake. "
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《House Sparrow》
Recently, Cui Qincheng heard a new word called "canary". It was called "little beauties" by a few young masters he knew. Some of them were famous actresses who sang songs, some were female university students with a belly full of foreign ink, and some were movie stars who appeared in pictorial magazines.
Cui Qincheng looked back. His family's Little Shitou, who grew up with him, was at most a grey house sparrow.
She was neither beautiful nor smart, stubborn and slow … … How could she be worthy of him?
How could he fall in love with such a silly thing?
He just found it interesting and saw that this guy was deeply in love with him. He was also weak and incompetent. He couldn't live without him, so he had no choice but to raise him.
Then, one day, his little house sparrow grew wings.
She flew away.
Cui Qincheng exploded with anger. "Xi Yu, didn't you say that you love me?
You're my person in life and my ghost in death? "
Xi Yu lowered her eyes. "Young Master, that's because you grabbed my family jewels in bed and forced me to say it. It doesn't count."