Thinking of this, I suddenly broke out in a cold sweat.
I patted my head and complained about my rashness. Then, I quickly got on a bicycle and said a few words to the Qi Mengyan sisters.
The Qi Mengyan sisters kept cursing behind me, but it was useless. At this moment, I had no way out.
I couldn't ignore You Meng's safety.
I got on the bicycle and thought about where You Meng might have gone. Then, I increased the speed of the bicycle and followed the road north.
I wondered in my heart, where would Yumeng go?
Train station.
The possibility was high.
She might be going back to Beijing by train …
However, when I arrived at the train station, I couldn't find You Meng's shadow even after looking around for a few times. After leaving the train station, I went to the bus station, but I was also disappointed.
Could it be that she was in danger?
I didn't dare to think any further … I cursed my own recklessness in my heart as I sped up to find a public phone booth. I opened the phone directory in my phone, found You Meng's number, and dialed it.
I anxiously waited for the other party's voice, but all I heard was a series of beeping sounds.
I dialed again, but it was still the same. I dialed six times in a row, but it was still the same.
Either no one picked up, or it was inconvenient for the other party to pick up.
My heart was in chaos. Did You Meng deliberately not pick up, or did something really happen to her?
If something happened to her, what should I do?
In this way, I looked around the entire county. I actually went around five or six times in a row, but I still couldn't find You Meng's shadow.
I also called several times, but either no one picked up, or it was inconvenient for the other party to pick up.
Left with no choice, I rode home with a heavy heart …
Where is You Meng now?
To be exact, she came to the county and didn't leave.
It's not that she didn't want to leave, but she had no choice but to stay.
After leaving the Zhao family's house, You Meng cried as she took the bus to the county. She stopped at the train station and asked the staff there. Only then did she know that there were no trains to Beijing today. You Meng then rushed to the bus station, but the same thing happened.
In desperation, she could only decide to stay the night in the county town and return to the capital the next day.
You Meng found a medium-sized hotel named Ping An Hotel. After getting a room, You Meng could no longer suppress the pain in her heart. Tears of sadness instantly covered her entire face.
The betrayal of her lover made her feel that life was so difficult. The world was changing, and the people were changing …
But at this moment, who was going to wipe away these endless tears of love?
She opened her purse and took out a stack of photos. There were photos of her and Zhao Long, as well as Zhao Long's single photos.
You Meng looked at the picture of the handsome officer in the colonel uniform. She couldn't believe that the heartless man she met in the Zhao family just now was her former lover.
How could he, who was incomparably noble in her heart, become like this in just a few short months?
What did she do wrong? Why did he treat her like this?
At first, You Meng thought that there must be some difficulties. This was also the reason why she kept looking for Zhao Long for months. She wanted to see her lover with her own eyes. She wanted her lover to tell her the truth … She went through thousands of dangers and painstakingly searched hundreds of security companies in Beijing, but all she got was disappointment.
Later, You Meng suddenly thought of Zhao Long's hometown. She thought that maybe Uncle and Aunt Zhao Long knew where Zhao Long went. So, with excitement, she took the train to Zhao Long's hometown.
She remembered that last year, she and Zhao Long spent a lot of happy time in his hometown …
However, people were fickle. She didn't expect that before she stepped into the door, she would meet Zhao Long, whom she hadn't seen for a long time.
Her lover was still as handsome, brilliant, and heroic as before.
However, she never expected that he already had another woman by his side.
She didn't know who that girl was, but she felt that she was very beautiful. Her temperament and appearance were comparable to her.
Moreover, she was dressed in famous brands from head to toe. One look and she could tell that she was a lady from a respectable family.
You Meng then realized that the person she had always loved had a change of heart!
He no longer loved her, no longer cared about her. Everything became a memory that tormented her.
She was not weak, but she couldn't accept the fact in front of her.
Seeing her lover, whom she had pledged her undying love to, standing together with another girl, she was deeply stabbed.
But she also became a little more clear-headed.
She seemed to search for her own shadow in the girl who was sucking on the lollipop.
Her demeanor, the way she sucked on the lollipop, her devastatingly beautiful face, wasn't it a copy of You Meng?
Looking at the photos of Zhao Long, thinking of the past bits and pieces, You Meng's mouth showed a trace of a bitter smile.
However, within this bitter smile, there were tears of true pain.
Perhaps she was a little deranged by this sudden reality. Looking at the familiar and strange Zhao Long in the photo, she began to talk to herself: Zhao Long, have you really forgotten me?
Have you really forgotten the days we were together?
You said that you would love me for a lifetime. You said that you would make me the happiest woman in the world. You also said that we would be lovers in the next life, and husband and wife … But did you do it?
Maybe you will never be able to do it … Zhao Long, do you still remember the days when we worked and lived together in the chief's office?
In fact, at that time, my biggest relief was that I was with you. I liked to help you wash clothes and socks. Although my mouth was tough, in fact, I was very happy to do it for you.
Have you really forgotten the comrade, colleague, and girlfriend who mended and washed your socks for you?
Have you forgotten the times when we played together by the Yellow River? Have you forgotten the times when we overcame all kinds of difficulties and went to my house to work for my father?
Have you forgotten that when we woke up early to do morning exercises and jogged, you always liked to leave me behind … Have you forgotten …
Talking to herself, it was as if she was crying and complaining.
She couldn't help but burst into tears again and again, invading her heart that was not weak.
She was strong. A few years ago, she was originally a weak girl, but she resolutely joined the army. She participated in the hellish training of the Secret Service many times and grew up to be the only female guard in the Secret Service!
Was she weak?
No!
She had done something that most seven-foot-tall men could not do.
But in terms of feelings, why was she so weak?
Because she loved him too much!
From the time they came to Shandong in 2001 until now, six years had passed in the blink of an eye.
In these six years, too many beautiful stories happened between them. In the past, she didn't dare to say that she liked him, and he didn't dare to say that he liked her. But although they never said it out loud, their hearts were always connected.
Later on, they fell in love. Their love was in full swing, and their love was sincere.
They acted out their love perfectly and brilliantly, and became the most enviable couple in the Secret Service.
But at this moment, the beauty of the past no longer existed. Only pain and memories remained.
Who would comfort You Meng, who was so affectionate and kind?
Who would sweep the grave of this love that suddenly died?
Two sparkling teardrops fell quietly and landed on the photo in You Meng's hand. The sparkling teardrops formed a beautiful concave lens, magnifying the man in the photo and magnifying her unforgettable love for that time.
He was gone, and she felt that it was time to put an end to it.
Even if this end had to be written with the price of blood; even if this love was destined to be unforgettable for life.
You Meng picked up a photo and tore it into pieces.
The pieces fell to the ground, just like her heart that had been shattered by reality.
She tore the photos one by one with her own hands, as if she was destroying the evidence of her love.
Even though that familiar figure wasn't in the photo, it was still clear and vivid in her heart.
After tearing the photos, You Meng, whose heart was in a mess, looked at the mirror on the wall and combed her hair.
She remembered that Zhao Long liked to stand behind her and caress her hair when she was doing her makeup. Sometimes, he would even lean forward to smell the fragrance of her hair.
But now, the fragrance was still there, but the person was no longer there.
You Meng let her hair down and looked at herself in the mirror quietly. All she could feel was the memories.
All of a sudden, the mirror hanging on the wall, perhaps due to the lack of maintenance, loosened and sank abruptly …
When You Meng reacted and reached out to catch it, the mirror had already fallen to the ground and shattered into pieces.
She sighed, wondering if this was the sign of a broken love.
She didn't reach out to touch the mirror, but it suddenly fell on its own …
Unnaturally, inspired by the broken mirror, she composed a song in her heart. It was called, as a memorial of her love with Zhao Long: The fate in the mirror is all illusory. Don't say that we're still together even after the lotus root is broken; Yesterday, we were still talking about love, but today, we're on different sides.
Is the dream in the mirror considered fate? Why can't I touch your face again?
My face in the mirror is already wet with tears. The end of love is just an illusion. I dare to ask the sea and the sky, the moon can still be round. The mirror is broken, who can still admire my face …
She was indeed a talent and was very sensitive to things. Just the shattering of the mirror made her create this song, which was called the Eternal Sentence.
This random song, after some modification, became a well-known love song.
Of course, that was in the future.
However, You Meng, who was immersed in grief, didn't know that danger was quietly approaching …
At around eleven o 'clock at night, she lay on the bed with tears in her eyes, recalling everything that had happened. She couldn't fall asleep for a long time.