I feel ashamed just thinking about it!
Some things are indeed difficult. You Meng and I are both soldiers, so we can't think too much about certain things. Perhaps men and women in society are very casual about love, but for me, I don't have the courage to blaspheme You Meng's purity. Especially after the drunken incident last time, I'm afraid, I'm afraid of hurting any other girl, especially You Meng.
Even though she's my only girlfriend.
But because of this, I cherish her even more and don't want to blaspheme her.
At least, before I have an official identity, I have to remain calm, calm!
And You Meng's frequent chasing and hints made me even more confused: What's wrong with her, is she really that eager to give herself to me?
This isn't You Meng's personality, definitely not!
After thinking about it carefully, I felt that ever since You Meng came to find me, she became quite unfamiliar.
There seemed to be subtle changes in her every move.
Especially her excessive warmth towards me, it made me feel flattered, as if I traveled through time and came into contact with a completely different You Meng!
If it was a normal girl, these actions, especially ambiguous actions, were nothing.
But for You Meng, it was a huge surprise.
You Meng has lived and worked with me for seven years, I know her too well. She's a reserved girl that can't be more reserved, I don't believe she would really agree to let me sleep in the same bed as her.
At least before marriage, it's absolutely impossible!
But the You Meng in front of me was unexpectedly ambiguous. She washed my feet and wanted to sleep in the same bed as me. I really don't know what's wrong with You Meng, did she become more open, or did she want to use this method to prove her love for me?
My brain became muddy at this moment, it was quite chaotic, my thoughts short-circuited, and my thoughts were chaotic.
I looked at the familiar yet unfamiliar beauty in front of me. Looking at this confidante who had accompanied me for seven years and given me endless help and encouragement, I was silent for a long time.
But time didn't stop because of this. I took out my phone and saw that it was already two in the morning!
In other words, You Meng and I have been in a deadlock until now!
Perhaps it was not a stalemate, but a special mental process.
I walked forward and placed my hands on You Meng's shoulders. Looking at her from a close distance, I was once again captivated by her beauty. If I said that I didn't have any evil thoughts in front of You Meng, I would be lying to myself.
But my heart is rational!
You Meng suddenly let out a chuckle, then brushed my hand away and blew out a huge bubble with a preoccupied expression. She let the bubble stick to her lips, but didn't pay any attention to it.
After experiencing a series of 'fortuitous encounters' tonight, I didn't feel sleepy at all!
I rubbed my stomach, Zhuge Liang had already started singing the empty fort stratagem inside.
I said to You Meng, "Are you hungry? If you're hungry, let's go out and get something to eat?"
You Meng chuckled awkwardly and tilted her head. "Eat?
It's already two, where would there be anything to eat? "
I said, "There is!
There are a lot of places that are open at night.
How about we go to the mall and buy something, I'll cook for you when we get back. "
You Meng cursed in her heart, "Damn!"
Then she smiled bitterly and bent down to open the lockbox in front of the wall while complaining, "You're really a hungry ghost, you still want to eat at night!"
You Meng took out two packets of Master Kang instant noodles from the lockbox, threw it on the table, then took out a lunchbox and cooked the instant noodles.
I was moved and sat down to wait for the instant noodles to come out of the oven.
After eating the instant noodles, You Meng took on the heavy responsibility of washing the dishes and cleaning up the battlefield. Looking at her beautiful figure hovering in front of me, how could I not have a special kind of throbbing in my heart, but I could only look and sigh.
I like You Meng, and I like you to the extreme!
But even so, I don't have to take her at this time, that would only cause more harm to her!
A few minutes later, You Meng finished all her actions and stood in front of me. She sighed, then turned around, walked to the side of the bed and laid down.
I could feel that there was a lot on her mind from her continuous expression.
I slowly walked closer and wanted to ask her what happened, but I didn't.
I knew she wouldn't say it. She was like this, burying everything in her heart. If she didn't want to say it, she wouldn't say it no matter how much I forced her.
I sat on the bed, deep in thought. You Meng arched her legs and gently swayed them. Her mouth softly hummed an unknown song: Actually, you don't understand my heart. You don't understand my heart. The deeper the love, the deeper the pain … I'm just an ordinary woman. How can I let you understand my heart? The broken heart is like the falling leaves, where the flowers bloom, where they fall, it's hard to find the fate that's hard to find.
I walked over and gently patted You Meng's arm. Then, I suddenly found that her eyes were full of white light!
I was about to ask her, but You Meng smiled with tears in her eyes: "Aren't you sleepy? You should rest early." She blinked her eyes, and her eyelashes were wet.
I asked softly: "What's wrong with you? You've been crying recently."
You Meng laughed and used her hand to wipe the white light in her eyes. She explained: "These are tears of happiness!
Being able to be with the person I love, even if it's just for a few seconds, is happiness! "
My heart was touched from the bottom of my heart. I used my hand to stroke You Meng's face. That exquisite face made my heart skip a beat.
I held her hand and couldn't hide the doubts in my heart. I asked her urgently: "You Meng, tell me, did something happen?"
You Meng chuckled and said, "How could anything happen!
What are you thinking about? "
I stared at her and said: "I feel that you've changed!
You've changed so much that I almost can't recognize you! "
You Meng said in surprise: "Really?
I've changed?
I'm still me, You Meng, your darling! "You Meng smiled and took the initiative to give me a kiss on the cheek.
My cheeks felt cold, and the fragrance of You Meng's lips still wafted around.
Suddenly, my heart was in a mess, I couldn't calm myself down. It was as if I was living in an illusion. I wanted to pursue the truth, to pursue the truth that was hard to determine for the time being!
But all of this was destined to be in vain!
I took a deep breath and walked to the other side of the bed. I kicked off my shoes and laid down on the bed.
You Meng's back was facing me, and she was still humming that unknown sad love song.
I hesitantly reached out an arm and gently hugged her. Looking at her familiar body and feeling the familiar melody from her mouth, I suddenly felt like I was choking.
I wanted to cry.
I didn't know why.
You Meng's body trembled slightly, then she turned around and looked at me.
Her eyes were wide open, and there were still tears on her long eyelashes.
In a blink of an eye, it was the most beautiful and pure feeling in the world.
You Meng pursed her lips, then quietly took one of my arms and laid it flat on the bed.
Then she moved her body and smoothed her hair. That beautiful little head emitted a burst of fragrance, then she rested her head in my arms.
She looked up at the ceiling and blinked her eyes. She bit her lips softly, and a faint smile bloomed on her lips.
At this moment, I felt that she was as happy as a flower!
You Meng rested in my arms with a faint smile on her lips. Gradually, she actually fell asleep.
She seemed to be sleeping very soundly. Her legs, which were originally upright, were stretched out horizontally like a sleeping mermaid.
But I couldn't fall asleep no matter what. How could I fall asleep?
A shocking beauty was sleeping in my arms, and my heart couldn't calm down. I couldn't even take my eyes off her. I wanted to reach out and touch her, but I was afraid of waking her up.
I only focused on her, and my eyes didn't want to leave her for a moment.
Unknowingly, my arm started to ache, but I was afraid it would affect her rest, so I endured it. Sometimes, pain is also a kind of happiness.
When I finally fell asleep, it was already 4 o 'clock in the middle of the night. I fell asleep hazily and had some strange dreams. When I woke up, I found that Yu Meng, who was beside me, was no longer there.
I looked at the time, it was already seven o 'clock. I rubbed my hazy eyes and yawned. Then I put on my clothes and got out of bed. At this time, You Meng came back with breakfast. I found that her face was a bit red when she saw me. She lowered her head slightly and put the breakfast on the table.
She took out the food.
Two tofu puddings and a few egg pancakes.
After I quickly washed up, You Meng and I sat down to eat breakfast. It was quiet, and no one broke the silence.
When we were halfway through, You Meng looked at me while chewing and asked softly, "You didn't sleep well last night, right?"
I answered perfunctorily, "Pretty good, pretty good.
I slept really well! "
It didn't matter if I lied, but retribution came immediately, and my arm started to ache again.
You Meng giggled and asked, "Your arm doesn't hurt?
I slept on it for an entire night. "
I smiled, "I did it willingly!
Don't talk about sleeping on it for a night, even if I slept on it for a lifetime, it wouldn't hurt. Even if it hurts, it's also a kind of happiness! "
You Meng's face was filled with a strong sense of happiness. Her smile became clearer, and the dimples in front of her cheeks became even clearer.
She took a bite of the egg pancake thoughtfully and said, "Then if I sleep on your arm every day, you won't have any problems with that, right?"
I pinched my nose, and puffed myself up at my own cost, "No problem!"
You Meng held my hand, put the egg pancake in her hand next to my mouth, and said mischievously, "It's for you!"