Jin Ling took half a step forward and looked at me closely again. She bit her lips and said, "I, I'm actually not as strong as you think!
Ever since I met you, or ever since I fell in love with you — — "
I was stunned. The word 'love' made my heart flutter again.
How could she fall in love with me?
Ridiculous, ridiculous!
Jin Ling continued, "Ever since I fell in love with you, I've been trying my best to hide it and fight for it.
I thought you would do the same — you would accept me, you would understand and understand my hints and signals of love. But you didn't, you didn't, all the time!
I even pretended to be very close to Sun Yumin to see your reaction.
You messed up everything for me. Every time I think of you and see you, my heart is in a mess. I want to take you for myself. I want you to stay with me forever and never leave my side.
I've said it before, in my heart, Jin Ling, no one can replace your position. Sun Yumin can't, ten Sun Yumin, a hundred Sun Yumin can't!
I originally thought that meeting you was like meeting my true love. I tried my best to get close to you. There were many times when I wanted to stand out and tell you how much I cared about you and liked you … You changed my personality. You smoothed out the edges of my personality.
I can see that you don't have no feelings for me at all, right?
Tell me — — "
Her words were a bit messy and even pale.
I didn't know how to answer. I only hoped that this wasn't real and was just a dream.
It was just Jin Ling playing a joke on me!
I said to Jin Ling, "I'm sorry, I'm afraid I've disappointed you!
Jin Ling, meeting me might be the biggest mistake of your life! "
I turned around and wanted to leave, but I heard a soft sob behind me.
She shouldn't have fallen in love with me. She shouldn't have confessed like this. Otherwise, I would become a sinner and she would become a sacrifice!
Feelings are really difficult to deal with!
I suddenly felt that after Jin Ling told me the truth, it made me feel that the distance between us had grown even further.
This might not be a wise choice. Jin Ling had changed her usual personality. She had become so dull and fragile.
Did she really suffer some kind of shock, or did she really become overly dependent on me?
But I really don't understand why she would rely on me, Zhao Long!
I left the place resolutely. With endless thoughts in my head, I quickly walked out of the hotel and into the parking lot.
I didn't want to stay here any longer. I drove my Great Wall car back to the main unit.
On the way, Jin Ling called again, but I didn't answer.
I must decisively nip this bud in the bud.
It wasn't that I was cruel, but reality forced me to do so.
But in fact, in the depths of my heart, I have always been worried about Jin Ling.
Her ambiguity came too suddenly, and I couldn't face it calmly.
My heart was in a mess.
When I returned to the office, I sat down as quietly as possible and held a cigarette in my mouth.
Dan Dan suddenly appeared in my line of sight. She looked at me and asked, "Brother Zhao, did you drink?"
I said no.
Dandan looked at me and said, "You must've been drinking. Your clothes are soaked.
I'll go get you a cup of tea! "
After saying that, she slipped out of the room.
A few minutes later, she came back with a cup of tea. I didn't even look at it and took a sip.
A strong bitterness quickly boiled in my mouth. It was like I drank a bitter cough medicine. The bitter taste flooded my mouth, and it was very strong.
I put the cup on the table and was startled.
Kuding tea!
Kuding tea again!
I frowned and looked at Dan Dan. Dan Dan quickly explained to me, "Kuding tea can cure hangovers. This is Thousand Mist Kuding tea, I specially prepared it for you!
You have a lot of social events, so there are a lot of occasions where you drink! "
I didn't blame her, and only nodded slightly.
Actually, Kuding tea wasn't that bad. After tasting it carefully, there was something special about it.
I tried to drink two more mouthfuls. Jin Ling's strange expression appeared in my mind again, and her shocking confession.
She was really strange today. She was very impulsive!
Was this an explosion after being suppressed for a long time?
Carefully tasting the Kuding tea Dan Dan made for me, I looked at Dan Dan who was waiting on the side like a maid and said, "This tea is good.
Good, good, good. In the future, make me a few more cups of Kuding tea. "
Dan Dan asked tentatively, "Really, Brother Zhao?"
I nodded and said, "Okay, you go back and rest first."
Dan Dan asked, "What about you, Brother Zhao? I'll help you sleep first. Do you want to take a bath?"
I shook my head, "I'm tired. I don't want to take a bath.
What about Xin Jie? Is she asleep? "
Dan Dan said, "She went to bed early today.
She played all day. She's tired! "
Under my repeated persuasion, Dan Dan finally hesitantly returned to his room.
I sat alone in my office, thinking about what had happened today.
After about twenty minutes, Jin Ling suddenly called again.
I hesitated, but still picked up.
Jin Ling's hurried voice came from the other side, "Zhao Long, are you home yet?"
I said, "I'm home!
Rest well and wake up early. "
Also, the Kuding tea the waiter poured for you. It can help with the hangover. Drink some more! "
Jin Ling said, "I didn't drink that much. I'm very sober!
Zhao Long, do you think I'm playing with you?
Everything I said just now came from the bottom of my heart. I only expressed it to you after careful consideration!
You can ignore me, but you have to believe in my sincerity!
I'll wait for you to think about it. I'll wait! "
I said, "I already told you the answer."
Impossible!
Being friends is the best way to interact.
Jin Ling said, "Do you think we're just ordinary friends?"
I said, "We can be good friends. Or, we are friends from the beginning.
Isn't that right? "
Jin Ling said, "I know I can't replace You Meng in your heart, but — — but I will fight for it.
For this, I can give up the Jin Group. "
I smiled bitterly, "You're crazy, Jin Ling!
I'd rather believe that you really drank too much! "
Jin Ling said, "I didn't drink too much. I didn't drink too much!"
I hung up the phone first and smiled bitterly at the Kuding tea in front of me.
It wasn't easy to temporarily hide Jin Ling's matter. I stood up, stretched my limbs, and prepared to go back to the bedroom to rest.
After all, I still had a lot of things to deal with and a lot of work to arrange.
After getting rid of all distracting thoughts, I went back to the bedroom and quickly took off my clothes and lay down on the bed.
Inadvertently, I suddenly found that there was another hole in my socks. I couldn't help but smile bitterly. I really didn't understand why my socks always had holes in them. Was it because my legs were too strong, or did the socks have a grudge against me?
But this also brought back memories of the past.
Of course, the main character of the memories was You Meng. At that time, it was You Meng who tirelessly helped me mend my socks. One time, two times, three or four times. As time went by, an incomparable fate was born, an undying love story was born …
Just as I was immersed in the beautiful memories and was about to fall asleep, a burst of urgent ringtone disturbed me again.
I thought it was Jin Ling calling again, but when I opened it, I saw that it was Sun Tao!
This kid, why did he think of calling me?
Thinking of Chen Fusheng's phone number on his phone and Director You's words, I couldn't help but make all kinds of guesses.
After picking up the phone, Sun Tao anxiously said, "Zhao Long, why didn't you pick up Su Qian's call? Why?"
I was bewildered. Then, I remembered that when I was at Jin Ling's place, Susie had called me, but I had hung up!
I asked Sun Tao, "What's wrong? Did something happen?"
Sun Tao said, "Something happened to Su Qian!
She was … Hurry up and come over. Renhe Hospital, third floor, Room 312. "
I didn't ask anymore and quickly grabbed my clothes, put on my shoes, and ran out.
A special kind of apology spontaneously arose.
When I arrived at Renhe Hospital, it was already past 11 PM!
I hurriedly stopped the car and rushed up the stairs. After looking around, I quickly locked onto Room 312.
When I walked into room 312, a strong smell of medicine assaulted my nostrils.
I saw Sun Tao, Niu Dezhu, Yang Kening, and the others surrounding the bed.
Su Qian was lying on the bed with her eyes slightly closed. She looked very haggard.
What surprised me was that the people at the class reunion that day were all here.
Even Zhao Jie was among them.
Was it a coincidence, or something else?
When Sun Tao and the others saw me, they all looked at me. Niu Dezhu frowned and began to attack me fiercely. "Zhao Long, are you still our classmate? Su Qian's classmate?
Why didn't you pick up Su Qian's call?
Do you know that it's because of your indifference that Su Qian ended up like this?! "
I didn't know what was going on. When I was about to ask, Yang Kening went along with Niu Dezhu and criticized me. "Zhao Long, you're too mean. What did Su Qian do to offend you? Is it that hard for her to call you?
Who do you think you are? Are you the Emperor or the Mayor? "
Sun Tao stopped everyone's impulse at the critical moment. He waved his hand and said, "Maybe … Maybe Zhao Long really did encounter something. Since it's already like this, let's not make things difficult for Zhao Long!"
The moment Sun Tao raised his head, everyone stopped attacking me one after another.
Zhao Jie didn't miss the opportunity to speak up. "I don't think it's entirely Zhao Long's fault. Zhao Long didn't know that Su Qian would go to him today. Maybe it's just like Sun Tao said, it's not convenient for him to pick up the phone …"
I was puzzled. When I was about to verify the situation, Niu Dezhu couldn't help but say, "What's his situation?
He's just a security guard. What could happen?
He didn't pick up Su Qian's call and caused her to … "
At this moment, Su Qian suddenly spoke up. "Okay, okay. Don't blame Zhao Long!
This has nothing to do with him. It's all my fault. I was careless … "