Yukimura held Rukawa Sakura's hand,
He looked into her eyes without a mistake. "I like you,
Rukawa Sakura. "
Rukawa Sakura's expression was complicated, but she didn't pull her hand away.
For Yukimura,
She couldn't explain what she was feeling, especially in Xing Cun's current state.
Facing Yukimura like this, could she clearly tell herself what kind of feelings this was?
For Yukimura,
She always had more tolerance.
Years of friendship made it impossible for her to reject him so decisively.
In fact, any gentle and tactful rejection was a kind of hurt.
It was fine for others,
It was probably nothing,
They even felt that only that kind of gentleness was worthy of Rukawa Sakura.
In fact, many people already knew that they had failed before they confessed.
But if that person was Yukimura, it wouldn't work.
That kind of rejection was the most indifferent treatment. It was a kind of indifference deep in the heart.
Even if it was a rejection, there were still so many years of friendship between them. It wasn't fake. They couldn't hurt each other in such a way.
Moreover, with Yukimura's personality..
"Seiji..." Rukawa Sakura lowered her head,
She didn't look into Yukimura's eyes.
"I'm serious.
I like you. "Yukimura grabbed her hand and didn't let go.
"We've known each other for nine years,
I've liked you since we were young,
This kind of feeling is not mixed with a trace of impurity.
I know you hate impure feelings, but my feelings for you are not fake. You should understand. "
"I understand." How could I not understand?
But that kind of feeling was not love.
Because it was too pure, it was so pure that it didn't even look like love.
"We know each other, and we've been together for nine years. Nothing can be more convincing and real than this.
I won't force you,
But please don't be in a hurry to reject me. "
I want to reject him... but I can't.
I can't open my mouth at all.
"I said, if the surgery is successful... please be with me."
Seiichi Yukimura, are you a clairvoyant?
If you say that, doesn't it mean that I'm destined to be with you?
But — can I curse you for failing the operation?
— — No!
Rukawa Sakura sighed. "Seiji …"
"No, don't say anything, okay?
I hope you can consider it. "
Yukimura turned around and hugged Rukawa Sakura. The two of them were like a pair of mandarin ducks wrapped around each other's necks. Yukimura rested his head on Rukawa Sakura's shoulder and hugged her tightly.
"You can think about it slowly.
But not for too long.
I'm afraid I won't be able to wait until then.
I don't know what the future holds.
If the operation fails, I really … "
"That won't happen …" Rukawa Sakura leaned into Yukimura's arms and said.
She couldn't refuse Yukimura.
But what about the future?
"Tennis is like my life, and I can't lose it.
But if the operation really fails … I don't know what will happen.
I'm afraid that I won't even have the courage to confess to you at that time.
I can't wait any longer … So, before the operation, I want to tell you.
I'm afraid of failure, afraid that I won't even recognize myself.
At that time, I don't know if I'll still be worthy of you.
I don't want to hide my feelings. If I don't say it now, I'm afraid I won't have the chance … "
"Seiji …" Rukawa Sakura clenched Yukimura's hospital gown.
"Please let me take a gamble.
Please, take a gamble, okay?
If the operation is successful, can you please try to be with me?
I'm just trying. I won't force you, and I'm not in a hurry to get your answer. "
It was the first time Rukawa Sakura saw Yukimura humbly asking for something.
Seiji Yukimura had always been high and mighty. He had never humbled himself like this. He had never begged anyone or asked for anything.
He had always been the "Son of God" in the eyes of others. It was as if there was nothing he couldn't do. He was always so confident that he gave people a feeling of conceit. However, he had never failed. He had always been an invincible existence.
Now, with Xing Cun in such a state, how could anyone refuse?
It wasn't that she had no feelings for Yukimura.
It was just that she had always regarded Yukimura as a "close friend."
She liked Yukimura, but not that kind of like.
She had never been in contact with love, so she didn't know.
However, facing such a Yukimura, she would have a feeling — maybe she could give it a try?
Rukawa Sakura didn't know that Yukimura only said "give it a try" because he grasped this point.
If it was just "give it a try", Rukawa Sakura would agree to it.
If he forced her to be with him, the result would only be rejection.
Therefore, with Yukimura's intelligence and wisdom, he would know how to make Rukawa Sakura soften and compromise.
He knew her too well, just like how she knew him.
He liked her.
He liked her for more than a year or two.
It was just that it wasn't suitable for him to confess in the past.
It didn't matter if he was selfish or despicable, he didn't want to miss out on her.
There was no way to restrain oneself from liking someone for too long. It was also irrational.
Indeed, he was similar to Rukawa Sakura.
However, he dared to love more than she did.
Rukawa Sakura didn't believe in love, and she had never liked anyone. Subconsciously, she didn't dare to talk about "love" with anyone.
She was avoiding it.
But Yukimura wasn't.
This was the difference between him and her.
He dared to love and had loved for a long time.
In fact, he had been thinking for a long time about how to confess to Rukawa Sakura.
He knew that Rukawa Sakura was very rational. She was so rational that she didn't even touch "love".
However, he was still afraid that if he was one step too late, it would be too late.
Therefore, with his personality, it was necessary to make the first move.
Therefore, he had to take a gamble.
If the operation was successful, Rukawa Sakura wouldn't be able to refuse.
Even if it failed, she wouldn't leave him after knowing that he liked her.
In fact, the two of them had always been getting along well, hadn't they?
If they continued to get along like this in the future, he would always be by her side. Sooner or later, she would also like him.
Compared to "love", a tacit and warm life like this was the best.
Love couldn't be used as a meal. If two people lived together for a long time, there would always be feelings.
Moreover, he didn't believe that Rukawa Sakura didn't have anything to do with "love" for him.
Perhaps, even she herself didn't know.
Seiichi Yukimura was smart enough to know how to make use of the situation.
Moreover, he didn't just want her to compromise. He was indeed afraid that if the operation failed, he wouldn't have the confidence to confess to her and say that he hoped that she could be with him.
He liked her, so he wanted to be with her no matter what.
He believed that Rukawa Sakura knew that his personality was a little domineering. However, they had been getting along well for so many years. Now that he "forced" her like this, she wouldn't blame him because she was already used to it. She clearly knew what kind of person Seiichi Yukimura was. She was so clear that she had completely forgotten this point.
He wasn't just scheming, nor was he just "forcing" her. No one could deny that he liked her.
He was just making use of the situation to confess.
In this aspect, he didn't mind how weak he was.
Anyone would always be weak when facing the person they liked.
Being too strong would only lead to bad results.
"Sakura … can I beg you to be with me?"
Rukawa Sakura clenched her fists and closed her eyes.
She actually wanted to give it a try.
However, she didn't dare to …
In the future she planned, there was no one else but herself.
She wouldn't fall in love or get married.
She could live a good life alone. Why would she pursue something illusory?
She had been with Yukimura for nine years. He was gentle and tacit, plain and warm. She didn't want to make any changes.
However, if it could continue like this in the future, she didn't think she would resist …
She knew clearly what kind of person Yukimura was.
She was a lucky girl to be able to get his love.
Everyone knew that he was outstanding.
She was just afraid of the final outcome and hated emotional betrayal.
No one could know the future.
"Seiji …" She buried herself in Yukimura's arms and felt the elegant scent. Her heart trembled.
"We …"
"If the surgery is successful, then let's be together." Yukimura smiled and said firmly.
He wouldn't deny that he was pushing his luck.
In order to achieve his goal, it wasn't impossible, was it?
"Okay …" Rukawa Sakura agreed sullenly.
Yukimura's surgery would definitely be successful.
She couldn't imagine the scene of the surgery failing.
If it failed, would the "Son of God" still be the Son of God?
Would Seiichi Yukimura still be Seiichi Yukimura if he didn't play tennis?
She couldn't imagine, nor could she allow, the surgery to fail.
If she was with Xing Cun, it was actually not as bad as she had imagined.
However … in the end, it wasn't …
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Author Sang: In the end, I didn't fall in love with him first …
This wasn't unacceptable because they had always gotten along well.
Yukimura wasn't forcing her or being despicable. At most, he was a little selfish.
However, was there a difference between falling in love and not being selfish?
It was the same in reality. When two people were together, they just had to let nature take its course and get along well.
There was no such thing as dying in love. It wasn't like this was a drama.
Perhaps, without knowing it, you had already "fallen in love".
"Love" could be very shallow and simple. If two people got along well together, it was good.