"Haa …"
Putting down the wooden bowl in her hand, Jenny let out a long sigh.
She lifted her head and looked out of the window.
The morning sun was shining in, looking a little dazzling.
In the cafeteria, the priests and nuns were whispering to each other while enjoying their breakfast.
Nothing seemed to have changed at all.
Jenny almost couldn't remember when she left the sacrament room and how she returned to her room.
She only remembered what Her Highness the Saintess said to her.
"This is just the beginning, Jenny. You have to confirm it with your own eyes and accept it … This isn't something evil or filthy. You will understand soon."
"Haa …"
Thinking of this, Jenny sighed again. She didn't sleep well last night. As soon as she closed her eyes, the scenes in the sacrament room appeared before her eyes.
The scene was so chaotic that even Jenny wasn't sure if she fell asleep last night. Was she recalling everything in a dream, or was it a dream to begin with?
"Wait, Maria, you left the lettuce again. Didn't I tell you to finish it?"
"Eh?
Big Sister, can't I not eat? "
"No, God taught us not to waste food. I know you don't like to eat, but if you don't eat well, you won't be able to grow taller."
"Hmm …"
Hearing this voice, Jenny turned to look at the table not far from her, only to see Babla and Maria sitting on chairs eating. Facing her sister, Maria revealed a somewhat gloomy expression, but looking at Babla's determined gaze, she nodded, picked up the lettuce on the plate, and ate it.
Looking at Maria's pitiful expression as she gloomily finished the lettuce, Babla smiled and stretched out her hand to gently stroke her hair.
"Mmm, Maria is a good child. You are so hardworking, you will definitely grow taller."
"Hehe …"
Hearing Babla's praise, Maria revealed a slightly shy smile, nodded, and clenched her small fists.
"Mmm, Big Sister, I will work hard to become a good child!"
Are these really the two of them?
If it was on a normal day, perhaps Jenny would only treat this as an ordinary and warm daily interaction between the two sisters.
But after experiencing what happened last night, she found that she couldn't face them normally anymore.
Whenever Jenny saw the sisters' faces, she would recall Maria's excited and even somewhat fanatical expression as she whipped and ravaged her sister's body, as well as Babla's yearning and pleading expression as she was whipped by her younger sister.
That scene was so profound that whenever Jenny saw their faces, she would immediately recall that scene.
It was truly inconceivable. Those two clearly hadn't changed at all, but after seeing a side of them that no one knew about, there was such a huge change … Could it be that everyone here was like this?
Originally, Jenny thought that as long as they did something impure, those people would become debauched, degenerate, and lose their faith like the dancers on the street.
But whether it was Babla or Maria, they didn't behave like what Jenny had imagined at all. They didn't wear any revealing clothes, and their behavior was the same as before. They didn't become frivolous or slutty.
And judging from their behavior, they didn't have any intention of deliberately disguising themselves. They were still their daily selves here.
Not only that … Looking around, the other young ladies in the canteen were the same. From their appearance, behavior, and expressions, they didn't seem to have changed at all.
If she hadn't entered the Holy Ceremony Room and witnessed the excited posture of the young ladies hugging each other, Jenny wouldn't have such a strong feeling of disharmony.
What exactly is wrong?
Could it be that this is normal?
Just like how humans eat, drink, and sleep?
Just like how they want to go to the toilet?
Just like what Her Highness Saintess said, this is just a normal behavior, so no one will have any reaction?
They don't think that they did anything strange, so they don't feel ashamed or guilty?
Could it be that everyone is the same?
Are my parents like this too?
Does this mean that I'm too sensitive?
If everyone was like this ….
If that's the case, then isn't it ridiculous that I've been distressed?
Everyone is clearly doing it, but I'm holding an inexplicable sense of shyness. If that's the case, then it's really ridiculous … But … Is this really the right thing to do?
Why did he feel that something was not quite right in the depths of his heart?
Although I understand what Her Highness Saintess said …
"What's wrong?
Sister Jenny? "
Maria's voice rang beside Jenny's ear, waking her up from her thoughts.
"Everyone has already finished eating and is ready to go to church.
Sister Jenny, have you not finished eating yet? "
"Ah, no, I'm already full …"
Looking at Maria's cute face with an innocent smile, Jenny couldn't help but blush.
Last night, she and Her Highness Saintess were spectators for a long time, and Maria seemed to like performing in front of others.
Maria also seemed to enjoy performing in front of others. Although she didn't say anything about Jenny's appearance, Jenny still felt a little shy when she recalled the scene at that time.
"Umm … Maria?"
After hesitating for a moment, Jenny finally asked.
"Hmm?
What's the matter?
Sister Jenny? "
"Today … Can I go to the sacrament room again?"
Hearing Jenny's question, Maria seemed a little surprised, but soon, she showed her usual cheerful and lively smile.
"Well, of course you can, and Sister welcomes you very much.
Although she said that she was very shy, to be honest, Sister Jenny seemed to enjoy looking at her. Please be sure to come to the sacrament room again, okay? "
There was no change.
Looking at Maria who responded happily in front of her, there was no trace of shyness at all. It was as if she was saying, "The weather is good today, let's go for a picnic."
Could it be that as Her Highness Saintess said, the desire for happiness itself isn't something to be ashamed of?
As long as I treat it as a normal thing …
Thinking of this, Jenny took a deep breath. Then, she looked at Maria and nodded with a smile.
"Okay, I will go …"
Then, Jenny replied.