What's wrong with liking someone?
Tang Jinyan raised his head and thought about it. It seemed that there was nothing wrong with it.
Just like how he had never felt that liking Eun-thi was wrong. He did not know where it came from, and no one could control their feelings.
If she had to say that she was at fault, it was because she forcefully destroyed the normal life that should have been in En Di. Therefore, she was quite unlucky because the person who liked her was such a bastard from the underworld who didn't play by the rules.
Once he had let it go, he just silently hoped that Eun-thi could live a better life. At that time, no one was wrong.
Just like Xu Xian now. What was wrong with liking him? What was there to hide?
Nothing.
She could announce her feelings to anyone, and no one could blame her.
If she had to say that she was wrong, then it was the person she liked who was wrong. Tang Jinyan was really not a good person.
Tang Jinyan finally spoke. "You're saying this again. Aren't you afraid that I'll be beastly …"
Xu Xian casually interrupted him. "You won't."
"Why?"
"Because you won't be willing to hurt me." Xu Xian blushed. "Otherwise, you wouldn't have waited until today."
Tang Jinyan was speechless. He paused for a few seconds and suddenly laughed out loud. "You guys really trust me. You're always pinning everything on my self-control. Aren't you afraid that I'll capsize one day?"
Xu Xian asked curiously, "You guys?"
Tang Jinyan did not say anything.
Xu Xian did not take it seriously. She smiled and said, "I finally understand. The will of OPPA is not a swaying boat, but the sturdiest battleship.
Otherwise, it would have been lost in the cool and unrestrained indulgence long ago. How could it have made it to where it is today? "
"Heh … You really overestimate me." Tang Jinyan suddenly turned around and took a step closer to her.
Xu Xian subconsciously took a step back. Tang Jinyan continued to approach her.
Xu Xian did not take a step back. She raised her head and looked at him with shining eyes.
Tang Jinyan reached out and held her chin. Xu Xian did not resist, her eyes still unblinking.
He finally kissed her. The kiss was very heavy, as if he was venting something.
Xu Xian felt that it was a little difficult to breathe, and her lips were a little painful, but she still did not resist, nor did she cater to him. She just let him nibble without saying a word.
After kissing for more than ten seconds, Tang Jinyan raised his head while panting slightly. There was a hint of desire in his eyes.
Xu Xian met his gaze and smiled calmly. "Do you feel better?"
Tang Jinyan was stunned for a long while. The light in his eyes slowly faded. He said lightly, "You saw it?
Your judgment is wrong. "
Xu Xian shook her head, took his hand, and continued to walk forward. "I didn't see him."
"Holy shit … You didn't see it?
I almost didn't bite you! "
"Even if you bite me, I won't feel that it's hurting me …"
Tang Jinyan was speechless again.
He scratched his head for a long time and felt that something was wrong …
Xu Xian said calmly, "Since I like you, I should be looking forward to being intimate with you. Why would I refuse?
You think you're rough, but how do you know that I'm not hiding a passion that's even more turbulent than yours? "
Tang Jinyan stared at her for a long time. "Are you really Xu Xian?
Shouldn't Xu Xian say that it's wrong to do such things before marriage? "
Xu Xian shook her head and smiled. "We've kissed and hugged a long time ago. How hypocritical would it be to say such things?"
"Alright …" Tang Jinyan laughed. "I feel that you and I are really at the stage where we understand each other. Every time we interact, we learn something new."
Xu Xian said lightly, "But OPPA, please don't do such things again."
"Why?"
"This is not a test of your willpower, but a test of mine …" Xu Xian said seriously. "The one who's really afraid of losing control … is me."
Tang Jinyan almost tripped with his left foot and staggered half a step before he could regain his balance.
Xu Xian was still serious. "I can't do that with you, not because I'm old-fashioned, but because your girlfriend is Ren Jing Oni.
I can't do such things behind Ren Jing Oni's back, and I don't want to fight with her for anything.
If your girlfriend is someone else … then … "
She paused and said word by word, "I'll fight for it!"
Tang Jinyan stared at her blankly for a long time.
"Why should I consider whether I'm having an affair or not? Why should I put myself in such a backward and immoral position?" Xu Xian's expression was calm. "I'm a girl, and I won't lose to anyone!
Even if it's the one you really like … Jung Eun-thi. "
Tang Jinyan took a deep breath and finally nodded with a bitter smile.
He didn't tell Xu Xian about Jung Eun-thi, and he thought that she wouldn't know.
However, she was an exceptionally intelligent woman. After silently observing him for a full fifty-six days, perhaps she had already understood what she should and shouldn't have understood long ago.
He didn't hide his story with Jung Eun-thi too much, and the clues were very obvious. He couldn't hide it from her deliberately observing eyes.
But today's Xu Xian was really too subversive … She put away her old-fashioned integrity, put away her rules and regulations, and displayed a surging outburst after suppressing it for two months. She displayed the confidence and domineering aura of a young girl who dominated the girl group world.
He suddenly felt that … the things he usually thought, such as what he said when he walked with Lee Yoon-rim, were too wishful thinking.
Whether it was Xu Xian or Li Juli, they were all mature idols who had been in the entertainment industry for many years. Who didn't have their own set of thoughts? Did they need him to make arrangements?
He laughed out loud, and his laughter spread far and wide on the street at night, extremely presumptuous.
Xu Xian pulled his sleeve reproachfully. "You're disturbing the people."
Tang Jinyan laughed for a while, shook his head and sighed. "You see, you think it's inappropriate for me to disturb the people. The things I usually do are much worse than disturbing the people. Why don't you care?"
"I care. I always hope that you can become better."
Xu Xian thought for a while. "But in fact … I'm slowly becoming worse, becoming closer to your way of thinking, and you're also slowly becoming better. Most of the time, you don't do things that are unacceptable to everyone, at least not in front of everyone.
One day, we'll find a balance, I believe. "
Tang Jinyan thought back to Xu Xian's words, "My boyfriend should at least be a good person, but you're not." Compared to her words today, it really felt like the sea had turned into mulberry fields.
At the same time, he compared himself to the changes after he met Jung Eun-thi. Sometimes, when he thought about it, he felt that it wasn't like himself.
He thought back to the time when he saw the girl's photo and wanted to force her to come over to play. Now, the girl clearly showed that she didn't resist his intimacy, but he still didn't make a move.
He found it difficult to understand the arrogant, domineering, and unscrupulous attitude of the past. Now, there were more and more scruples day by day, so much so that he almost couldn't breathe.
At the same time, he was also very dissatisfied with the current situation, because it was completely opposite to the dream he was pursuing.
"Little Xian …" He suddenly opened his mouth, his voice filled with uncertainty and hesitation.
"Mm, what's the matter?"
"Do you dare … to not consider the consequences …" Tang Jinyan hesitated for a moment, and then said, "Accompany me … to indulge for one night."
Xu Xian stopped in her tracks.
Tang Jinyan also stopped in his tracks.
The two of them looked at each other quietly under the streetlight. Tang Jinyan's eyes were indescribable, like a cloud of fog, while Xu Xian's eyes were still as clear as water.
"In any aspect?" Xu Xian suddenly asked.
"Mm, in any aspect."
Xu Xian looked at him quietly for a moment, as though she could see through his thoughts. She nodded. "Okay."
Since it was in any aspect, it obviously wasn't just about the trivial matters between a man and a woman.
Xu Xian mentally prepared herself for a lot of unexpected things, but in the end, she was still a little nervous. She looked at Tang Jinyan, not knowing what he would suggest.
Tang Jinyan pulled out his phone and made a call. "Izo-kun, can you get a motorcycle?"
"Nine Masters wants to race?" Yi Zhi was surprised. "Why would he suddenly have such a refined interest?"
"My hands are itchy. Aren't there a lot of biker gangs in Japan?
When in Rome, do as the Romans do. "
"Haha, since Nine Masters wants to play, isn't this a small matter?
I'll contact my friends and get a good motorcycle. "
Xu Xian was a little stunned when he heard this.
Drag racing?
It didn't sound too exaggerated. It was similar to racing on TV, right?
Soon, she realized how naive she was …