"That day in Gaoyang …" Quan Youli looked at the wine in her glass in a daze and whispered, "I've always been a very bold person. In other words, I'm quite manly. I often use cockroaches to scare my sisters.
But that gathering with you was the boldest thing I've ever done in my life. It was also the most thoughtless thing. "
Tang Jinyan smiled and said, "You're not a very thoughtful person."
"Yeah …" Quan Youli sighed. "I almost fell for it."
Tang Jinyan smiled and did not answer.
"The scene that day had a great impact on me."
Quan Youli said, "We've long known about the darkness and depravity in the entertainment industry. But when I saw it with my own eyes, I still felt as if something in my heart was broken.
What kind of dirty things are hidden behind the glamour? Are the dreams that we're fighting for just a layer of halo that makes it more exciting to play with?
Very angry, but also very helpless, because I know that if someone like Zheng Mengzhun tries to coerce me, I may not be able to withstand it. "
Tang Jinyan's fingers tapped on the table gently, but he still did not answer.
His own casino was also involved in prostitution, so he had long been accustomed to these things. His understanding was much deeper than Quan Youli's.
In the eyes of many artists, the so-called dream was just a bargaining chip to raise the price. The shining silver was the real deal. Other things were nothing.
But there was nothing to say. If he said it, people would think that he looked down on them. It was better to remain silent.
Quan Youli said again, "At that time, I didn't think it through. I entered the venue to support you. The premise was that if you wanted to use the show to do something to me, I couldn't refuse.
At that time, I thought that if you really did it, I would cooperate with you. But after that, we would go our separate ways and never look at you again.
But I was surprised that you didn't do it. Not only did you not do it, but you also tried your best to change the scene for me.
I think I've found the reason why Yun 'er threw herself at Xiaoxian like a moth to a flame. This is a person who can really be a close friend. Even if I give him my heart, I won't be hurt. He will protect me well. "
Tang Jinyan sighed. "I'm protecting you because I'm loyal to my friends, not because of righteousness.
If it were someone I don't know who accompanied me, I might have done it in a group. I might even be the leader. "
Quan Youli smiled. "Okay."
"But you're a beautiful woman, and I'm a man with strong desires.
If they got too close, their loyalty would deteriorate.
Even if it wasn't caused by a misunderstanding, sooner or later, I will still make a move on you. "
"Yeah, it will change … Why would I stay by your side like that? I even followed you back to Qiangliang. It's not because we're brothers. It's because I fell in love with you. It's just that I didn't see it clearly at that time."
Quan Youli reached out to hold his hand that was placed on the table. She said softly, "Oppa, I have no regrets.
It's just that I can't let go yet. Everyone is saying that I'm going to do it with you today. I, I'm embarrassed … "
Tang Jinyan was stunned for a moment before he burst into laughter.
He finally knew what she was trying to say after her confession. It turned out that she was trying to explain why she had her period today.
He was also a little touched.
This girl was actually not good with words. She beat around the bush and said a lot of things. In fact, she was just afraid that he would be unhappy with her coldly hanging up on him and hiding. She was afraid that he would suspect that she was still unwilling to do it.
He sighed. "Since you're embarrassed, let's forget about it today. Let's have a good birthday. Don't think about those things."
"No," Quan Youli said softly, but her tone was firm. "I'll … give it to you today."
Tang Jinyan looked at her red face strangely and said, "If you let me say it, I think my face is the most important."
"On the other hand, if nothing happened today, it seems that I'll lose even more face." Quan Youli suddenly laughed. "This is called being forced to a dead end by public opinion. I finally understand it."
Tang Jinyan could not help but laugh. "You're right.
It's a tragedy whether it's left or right. "
Quan Youli said again, "You said that you think your face is the most important … In fact, in your heart, some things have long surpassed your face."
"Uh …"
"Since you can do it, so can I."
Quan Youli said faintly, "What's the big deal about my face? You're ready to use my relationship with Hyomin as the bond between you and T-ara, aren't you?
When the time comes, I might have to accompany you with Hyomin, and then expand to Yun 'er … Maybe Juli too. She's from my hometown … I'm the breakthrough for some of your ideas. "
Tang Jinyan's eyes widened.
He had never said this thought in his mind. This girl did not seem to be such a smart person. How could she tell?
Quan Youli blinked. "I'm not a smart person, but it doesn't mean that I'm stupid."
Tang Jinyan was a little embarrassed. "Well … Aren't you angry?
It seems like I want to use you. "
"I'm not angry," Quan Youli said softly. "I know your troubles. I … am willing to help you solve them."
She smiled again. "As for that kind of thing … After seeing that kind of party, I feel that it's nothing."
For the first time, Tang Jinyan realized that the shameless party had a great impact on Quan Youli's heart. It was a violent impact on her worldview, and the aftermath was still faint.
Quan Youli's straightforwardness also made him feel fresh. Among so many people, she was the only one who openly talked about who to accompany him with. She looked as if it was a matter of course.
She was indeed a little manly. Such a coy attitude never seemed to exist in her.
This straightforward attitude was also the fundamental reason why he used to treat her as a buddy. If she were a man, perhaps they could really become good buddies.
Unfortunately, she was a woman, so she attracted the affection of many female artists. The Lily Peach News was the best in the industry.
(Harmony)