The moment he held Natasha in his arms, he didn't have the strong urge to push her away.
On the contrary, the hug was so warm that Midsummer Night wanted to keep it going …
Midsummer Night suddenly realized that Sharon was right. Deep inside his heart, he probably wanted both of them.
When the moment came, laughing at his own soul became the only thing that Midsummer Night could do.
"No, I'm the dirty one," Natasha said.
"I know that you already have a girlfriend, and I know that what I'm doing is very dishonorable, but I still can't help but do it. I still can't help but get close to you. I'm the real dirty one …"
Midsummer Night shook his head. "It's not wrong to like one person, but it's really wrong to like two people."
Natasha suddenly raised her head and looked at Midsummer Night.
Midsummer Night's eyes became somewhat sad. "The moment I made up my mind, I was already a bad man."
"You are the best." Natasha held his face and said seriously, "You are the best!"
"I will hurt two people who love me," Midsummer Night said. "How can I be called the best?
The good ones are you … and the bad ones are me. "
He had an inexplicable feeling of inferiority.
In this world, such two pure hearts were tied to an ugly soul. Midsummer Night did not know if he had really saved the entire universe in his previous life, but did he really deserve them?
"No, you won't hurt her, and neither will I." Natasha said. "In this life, I only want to be by your side, nothing else.
She won't know, and she can't know.
For her, you are her … nothing more. "
Midsummer Night's pupils constricted. "That's not fair."
"That's fair." Natasha looked at Midsummer Night.
Midsummer Night gritted his teeth. "I will solve this matter. I will solve it …"
Natasha frowned. She wanted to say something, but Midsummer Night waved his hand and said, "No need to say anything more. I will definitely take care of this matter.
Before all of this is settled, everything will stop here for now. "
"I understand."
Natasha took a deep breath and let go of Midsummer Night. She took a step back and said, "But I suddenly realized that she and I can't stay with you forever.
In the future, you should be looking for a new partner in the endless years ahead. Although it might be a little early to tell you this, but … I still hope that if that day really comes, I hope that you can quickly accept that person. Don't live in your own memories … and suffer. "
Midsummer Night rubbed his face. "Too far … too far … can we change the topic?"
"What about Hila?"
"… Can we change the topic?"
"What do you think we should talk about?" Natasha asked.
Midsummer Night thought about it and said, "There is one thing. I don't know if I did the right thing … I hope you can help me."
"What is it?"
Natasha asked.
"The thing I wanted to talk to you about in the beginning," Midsummer Night said.
"Wasn't the thing you wanted to talk to me about between us?" Natasha asked.
"… I said it wasn't … hmm?
Wait, did you not know about Hila before?
Did you not see it? "Midsummer Night suddenly realized!
"What did I see?
Didn't you suddenly tell me about it? "Natasha asked curiously." What happened to you? "
"There's probably a very inexplicable misunderstanding between us that caused the topic of our conversation to deviate in a strange way."
Midsummer Night scratched his head and said, "The thing I wanted to talk to you about was Tonny."
"What's wrong with Tonny?" Natasha asked.
After a moment of silence, Midsummer Night told her the whole story.
Natasha was also dumbfounded after listening to the story.
She had never thought of such a situation.
"Why is it so complicated?" Natasha was stunned for a long time. "What should I do?"
"It's because I don't know. I've already explained everything to Tonny.
As for how it will be resolved in the end, it's really not something I can intervene in. "Midsummer Night said," In addition, there is also Steve's matter.
My relationship with Bucky is secondary, but Steve and he have been friends since childhood.
The relationship between the two is close enough for Steve to die in Bucky's place.
And when faced with the current situation, I can't predict how everything will develop.
When Bucky finally comes back, I simply don't know how to see the final result between him and Tonny … "
After saying this in one breath, Midsummer Night rubbed his head sadly. "It's impossible to cover everything. And if the result is tragic, how can I face Steve?"
Natasha looked at the side of Midsummer Night's face. After a moment of silence, she came to his side, picked up one of his hands, and put it on her face. "I'm thinking, do you want to be God?"
"Hmm?"
Midsummer Night was stunned. "What do you mean?"
"No one can do everything perfectly. Perfection doesn't exist in this world," Natasha said.
Natasha said, "The perfection of human beings is always judged by ourselves, and as a result, there will always be people who find flaws in us.
Unless you want to be God, you shouldn't put in so much effort to be good at everything. "
"Stick to your own principles. You should do what you think."
Natasha looked into Midsummer Night's eyes. "No one will blame you. You've done everything you can.
If Bucky comes back, no matter what the result is, it's his choice.
In fact, the best thing about you is that you gave all of them a chance.
Tonny had the opportunity to choose whether to take revenge or not, and had enough time to consider whether it was the right thing to do, instead of suddenly making a decision in a moment of hot-headedness.
And Bucky … You retrieved his memory and let him face his life. That's enough, isn't it? "
After listening, Midsummer Night gently rubbed his temples. "Maybe, I've done my best."
Natasha smiled. Then, she remembered her file. Biting her lips, she took it and said, "Instead of being entangled in this matter, why don't we consider something more important?"