In the study, there was silence.
They didn't know what to say.
Sun Lang stood there in a daze, looking at Xue Baochai who was crying like a pear blossom in the rain.
Sister Bao was simply venting all the negative emotions in her heart.
She wasn't an otherworldly fairy, and she didn't have a heart that could see through the world. Maybe she was in the past, maybe she was in the past, but how difficult was it to understand the word 'love'? It caused a fairy to fall into the mortal world, and all kinds of anger and doubt were born from it … Because she cared, she was persistent.
The person in front of her was the only person she cared about and was persistent about.
Love was deeply rooted and would not change until death. Because of this extreme love, she was worried about personal gains and losses. She used her entire life to love someone, but the other party held back and hid things from her. This was originally unbearable.
Even if what was hidden and reserved was actually painful and sad memories.
Even so, this was not what she wanted.
She wanted to know. Because they were husband and wife, she wanted to know that whether it was painful or beautiful, they had to bear and face it together. Cry, laugh, anything was fine.
Only in this way could they be husband and wife.
She was going to be this man's wife, not his pet.
Just like a cat, it was fed and caressed by him every day. It meowed comfortably, acted coquettishly, and rubbed against him. Just like that, day after day passed. It didn't understand anything and didn't know anything. Only when he came back would it greet him with a smile and play with him mindlessly. When he wasn't around, it would lie on the shelf and lick the fur on its paws out of boredom. It didn't know what he was doing, what he saw in his dreams every day, why he was sad, and why he was happy …
Even if it was a peaceful, beautiful, and peaceful life, even if she was taken good care of by him, even if there was only light in her life, even if he blocked all the darkness outside … This was not what she wanted.
She wanted to be this person's wife. She wanted to face all the rain and sunshine together.
Unfortunately … he never understood.
"Why don't you understand … We've already agreed that we can wait. Ten years, twenty years, we're willing to wait. We'll wait until you understand everything. We'll wait until you let down your guard. We'll wait until you completely trust us."
Xue Baochai looked at the person in front of her. Her voice was very soft, as if she was afraid of disturbing something. She said softly, "But we've already agreed. Why aren't you willing to wait … Why …"
Sun Lang was speechless.
He didn't know what to say.
Logic didn't make sense, especially at such a time, especially between a man and a woman.
He didn't know how to respond.
This was different from the last time.
Jia Shidao came aggressively, accusing him of being silent and irresponsible. He accused him of disappearing without a trace, causing those who cared about him to be immersed in sorrow and pain. Therefore, Sun Lang could fight back with an even fiercer aura. Since you want the truth, then I'll give you the truth.
But it was different this time.
It was about feelings, promises, and feelings … The person Xue Baochai was questioning was the person she believed to be her sweetheart. It had nothing to do with blood or identity.
She just wanted the truth. She just didn't want to be hidden anymore.
It was different from Jia Shidao.
She had already prepared herself and realized just how cruel and heavy the truth Sun Lang was hiding was. But even so, she still wanted to know, because she wanted to share and face this pain with her husband.
Sun Lang said slowly, "Where do you want to start?"
Hearing this, Xue Baochai's expression didn't change.
She seemed to have calmed down, or rather, her heart was cold. She looked at Sun Lang and said calmly, "Before this, who are you talking to me now?"
Sun Lang was stunned.
Before he could speak, Xue Baochai continued, "If you're talking to me as a superior in the military, then there's no need to explain. You're in a high position, and you don't have to explain anything to A Lowly General."
… Was this a fight?
Sun Lang was about to open his mouth, but Sister Bao stopped him again, "With your identity, you don't have to explain anything. You're a master beyond this world. Of course, your words and actions are only for your thoughts. You don't have to consider my thoughts."
"…"
Sun Lang had already calmed down at this time. Or rather, he was too calm.
This was human. This was a man. For example, when his sexual desire was high, he would even want to penetrate the keyhole, not to mention the swords and guns. But after that, he would fall into a state of self-loathing and feel that he was a hopeless pervert. In fact, this was just a normal physiological desire.
At this moment, Sun Lang was in a state of self-reflection after masturbating.
Just now, in his anger, he almost lost his mind again, and even his soul was almost controlled by hatred. But Xue Baochai stopped him, and she stopped him in a way that he did not expect. She also gave him a blow and a shout. Now that he had calmed down, he fell into deep thought.
He felt that he had done something wrong, probably, or maybe … wrong.
Because he couldn't refute Sister Bao's question.
An otaku didn't understand feelings. An otaku knew even less about people than King Arthur. An otaku only knew how to reason. When they couldn't reason, the otaku was completely at a disadvantage. Therefore, an otaku couldn't argue with a girlfriend because girls were unreasonable. Of course, this argument was hypothetical because an otaku didn't have a girlfriend.
In short, a weeping girl talked about feelings with you. What could you do?
You must be desperate, right?
This was probably the case.
After Sun Lang calmed down, he slowly felt guilty, especially when he felt that he was unreasonable.
So, it was understandable to give in a little, right?
Sun Lang thought so.
Although it was a bit shameful to say it, this was indeed a special situation. Facing Sister Bao's temper, Sun Lang's face darkened and he stuttered a little, "Of … of course it's your …"
Sister Bao was expressionless, "I said, if it's your boss, you don't have to say it …"
Sun Lang was annoyed and said loudly, "It's your future husband, boyfriend, fiancé, lover, engaged. In short, it's the person who will marry you in the future!"
Lin Daiyu hurriedly turned her head to the side and took a deep breath.
No one paid attention to her.
Xue Baochai's face was still cold and frosty. She said coldly, "Is it?
I just thought you wanted me to be a widow again. "
"…" Sun Lang felt a little overwhelmed and said with a smile, "How could it be, how could it be?"
Sister Bao said lightly, "You yelled at me before and told me to shut up."
Sun Lang sighed and said, "I couldn't help it, I couldn't help it. I reflected that there was a problem with my attitude."
She said again, "You suddenly threw a tantrum and killed people. You even wanted to wash your hands of it. It looked like you wanted to leave us behind and kill your way into the capital."
Sun Lang looked more and more depressed, "It was a moment of impulse, a moment of impulse."
Xue Baochai said, "It was a moment of impulse this time. What about next time?
Do you want to continue to be on tenterhooks? "
Sun Lang gave her a thumbs up, "Don't worry, I definitely won't. I've already realized that the other party used Madam Ma as bait and ordered her to say those words to provoke me. I'm afraid she was hoping that I would explode on the spot. Since I've figured this out, how could I let her have her way?"
Who knew that after hearing this, not only did Sister Bao not feel relieved, but her face became even colder. Sister Lin also hurriedly turned back and winked at Sun Lang.
… Eh, what did I say wrong?
Isn't it like this?
This kind of reasonable answer fully proves that I won't do it again. Isn't it more convincing than any promises and vows?
Why is she angry again?
Xue Baochai said coldly, "So it's like this … It seems that you are a wise and cautious person. In that case, we don't need to worry about it. I said too much before."
Sun Lang didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "What's wrong now?"
"It's just that the willful and awkward me is throwing a tantrum."
Sister Bao said lightly, "All women in the world have this kind of nature. The so-called virtuous and kind is just a pretense."
Sun Lang sighed, "Don't you want to hear about my affairs?
Then let's start now. But the atmosphere is a bit strange now … Forget it, I've already told you once. This time, I won't hold a deep grudge … "
Before he finished speaking, he felt two awl-like eyes staring at him from the opposite side. Sister Bao's calm voice raised three degrees, "You've already told me once?"
Sun Lang's heart skipped a beat — Whoa!
A slip of the tongue!
What should I do?
What should I do?
… Eh, wait.
What's wrong with me?
I just told Gu Xiangdao.
Zhang Xuan chuckled dryly, "Back in Qin Prefecture, I told Xiangdao about it. You know, when he received the news, he immediately ran over to the Bai Clan Fort to mock me. I couldn't hold myself back, so I told him …" Zhang Xuan paused for a moment.
If a woman became emotional, she would be the most unreasonable creature in the world. Especially a woman like Sister Bao, who was usually sensible, gentle, and virtuous. Once she lost her temper, it would really be a disaster. She would be jealous of anything. "So that's how it is. Indeed, I was thinking too much. It's my wishful thinking to share the burden with you. Now it seems that it's actually not necessary. Your brother can help you …"
Sun Lang didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "You think too much!
It's because Gu Xiangdao is a man that I told him this. Because men have to bear some things, he has to get used to this kind of … "
Before he finished speaking, Xue Baochai said coldly, "Those things, you guarded against us to death, but you were willing to open the door to Gu Xiangdao. It turns out that all this time, you two brothers have been treating us like fools and kept us in the dark about everything …"
"… Enough!"
Sun Lang suddenly shouted.
Sister Lin was so scared that she trembled, and Sister Bao, who was going on a rampage, also stopped talking.
Sun Lang looked at Xue Baochai and said in a low voice, "That night, after Jia Shidao heard it, he almost went crazy and vomited blood and fainted on the spot. Do you think that's a fairy tale?
If you want to hear it, okay, I can tell you. Anyway, I've already torn open the old wound once, and it doesn't matter if I tear it open again. Anyway, it just happened not long ago, and it hasn't scabbed yet. I don't care, no matter how painful it is, it's already painful enough. "
Sister Bao's face changed slightly.
"But you … What are you doing now?" Sun Lang sighed. "Don't you want to know?
Don't you want to hear it?
What were you doing just now?
Are you done? "
Xue Baochai pursed her lips and stared at him, as if she couldn't accept it for a moment and didn't want to weaken her momentum.
Sun Lang glanced at her. "Then you don't want to hear it … Okay, that's it."
He simply turned around and walked towards the door. His back view looked so dispirited that it was almost as if he had given up.
Seeing that he was about to push the door open and leave, Xue Baochai's heart quivered. She just felt that she had to let her husband deeply understand his previous mistakes, and saw Sun Lang, who had always been domineering, look weak and timid. She felt that it was funny, so she couldn't help but do a few things. Who knew that too much was as bad as not enough? She actually provoked this donkey to stumble again. She was anxious and subconsciously said, "Husband!"
There was a soft thud. It was the sound of the door latch sliding. But before that, the door latch had been pulled open.
So, now, it was closed.
Sun Lang turned around and smiled innocently. "Huh?
I'm just going to open the door first. After all, this is a confidential matter. Don't let outsiders in and hear it. "
"…"
Xue Baochai's face became completely cold.
The smile on Sun Lang's face became awkward but not impolite. He seemed to be aware of the delicate situation, so he tried to make up for it. "Wait, you just made a fool of me, and I made a fool of you. It's fair. We don't owe each other anything. So, give me some face and let's talk about it …"
Xue Baochai expressionlessly went to pick up the unconscious Qing Wen and came to Sun Lang. She said lightly, "Excuse me, I have to settle this girl down."
Sun Lang said with a smile, "Isn't this boring?"
Sister Bao didn't say anything. She carried Qing Wen and bumped into Sun Lang.
In the past two years, Sun Lang had developed a conditioned reflex. He was able to avoid contact with a woman's body at any time, any place, and any angle. Seeing Xue Baochai carrying Qing Wen over, he had no choice but to dodge to the side — — otherwise there would be a flood.
Xue Baochai was about to open the door.
But Sun Lang stretched out his finger and held the door latch. He smiled and said, "Don't be in such a hurry to leave …"
Xue Baochai carried Qing Wen and kicked the door. With a bang, the door broke into several pieces. It didn't matter whether the door latch was a latch or not.
"…"
Even if Sun Lang could make Xue Baochai obediently lie on the ground with one finger, he couldn't do it. He could only look at sister Lin for help.
Lin Daiyu glanced at him and shook her head with a sigh.
Xue Baochai stepped out of the room. Then, without saying a word, she walked outside.
Sun Lang was about to stop her when he suddenly heard a commotion from afar. It seemed to come from the direction of the mansion. A loud voice came from afar. "Today, if the Jia family doesn't hand over the girl, we will turn this Rongguo mansion upside down!"