Thinking about this gave me a headache. I quietly looked at the cute girl who was sleeping soundly next to me. She had a sweet smile on her face, and there was a glow of happiness on her face.
Perhaps she had been longing for this day for a long time, but due to the secular view and the shackles of morality, she didn't have the courage to face it. With the appearance of Liu Jie, she became even more careful, afraid that it would destroy our relationship. So, she decided to give Liu Jie some advice to dispel her grudge. Sister-in-law was actually doing this with good intentions.
That night, I didn't sleep much. If my cousin drank too much and ran home, the scene in my dream would reappear. Men were like that. When they had sex, they wanted to stuff their balls in, but after that, it was easy to feel regret. Especially now, I couldn't find the direction of the future, and I was afraid that tomorrow would come.
After all, I had just turned eighteen a few months ago. Now, I had a baby, and it wasn't my girlfriend who was pregnant, but my sister-in-law …
This wasn't something that could be described as an improper relationship between a man and a woman. If the news leaked out and spread to our village, my parents wouldn't even have a place to stay.
I was a filial son. Some time ago, when they came to the city, they were criticized and educated, which made me feel very guilty. Sigh, I could only bear it until the end and take one step at a time.
That night was destined to be a sleepless one. However, seeing that my sister-in-law was sleeping soundly, I was satisfied. It wasn't hard to imagine how much pressure she had been under. She was afraid that I would find out, and she had to figure out my thoughts. If it wasn't for my cousin urging me to have an abortion, my sister-in-law might have continued to hide it from me.
This bad woman was really considerate. She knew that asking me to borrow money from Liu Jie was putting me in a difficult position. So, she would rather suffer herself. Fortunately, she didn't take advantage of other men.
When the sky turned bright and I felt a little sleepy, I heard Buttface's shout.
"Lunatic, where are you?"
Damn, not only me, even my sister-in-law was woken up. I panicked. What should I do?
If I ran out naked, even a three-year-old would be able to guess what I was doing.
"Shh, I'll deal with it." My sister-in-law gestured and put on a nightgown. Then, I hid under the blanket.
"What's wrong, Ergou?" Sister-in-law quickly opened the door.
"Ah, where did the madman go?" Buttface asked weakly. He was quite puzzled.
"Oh, his classmate asked him out to play games, so he went to the internet cafe to stay up all night. What's the matter?" Sister-in-law was smart, and her reason was good.
"Alright, then help me take a look. Is the phone broken? How did it turn into English letters?"
"The website is under maintenance. Are you still awake?" Sister-in-law was slightly surprised.
"Hehe, that's wonderful. I'm not tired at all." Buttface let out a sigh of relief.
This joker is really f * cking addicted to watching porn all night long. I'm worried that he might have some dirty thoughts about sister-in-law. Luckily, Buttface is quite honest. "It's good that the phone isn't broken. I'm going to sleep now," he said.
Actually, I was quite afraid of being discovered by Buttface. Although he had a good relationship with me, it didn't mean that he could pretend to be blind. As a child from the countryside, his thoughts were relatively traditional. If he knew that I had spent the night in his cousin's room, he would definitely spill the beans.
"Sister-in-law, you're so smart."
I gave her a thumbs up. She was a little proud. Perhaps she saw the dark circles under my eyes, so she frowned and asked, "You didn't sleep either?"
I laughed dryly, admitting it. Sister-in-law didn't say anything. She sat next to me and leaned on my shoulder. The warmth and softness from her body comforted me.
"Xiao Feng, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have told you. I made you feel so pressured." Sister-in-law bit her lip and said with a sobbing tone.
"It's okay, sister-in-law. Don't blame yourself. I feel that everything was worth it to be recognized by you." I couldn't help but shake my head and say solemnly.
My words touched her tears, and two streams of tears rolled down her cheeks. She hit my chest and said, "It's all your fault. You're so good to me. If you were like your cousin, I wouldn't have hesitated. I would've had an abortion as soon as I got the money. But you've hooked my heart. I really want to keep this child as a witness to our relationship. But if you feel pressured, I'm willing to have an abortion."
Her voice was hoarse from crying, and I was panicking. "Don't cry, okay? I'll think of a way. Be good."
Sister-in-law might be a few years older than me, but she wasn't a scheming person. On the contrary, she dared to love and hate, just like a little girl. The problem in front of her made her look haggard. She felt better after saying it out.
But she didn't want to put me in a difficult position. Sigh, I've sinned.
After experiencing these things, I gradually understood that there was nothing wrong with liking someone. From one's point of view, one could be selfish or even crazy. Previously, I had been trying my best to care for her. Some things came from the bottom of my heart. It was understandable that Liu Jie was wary of her. A girl's sixth sense was very sensitive. She was afraid that Sister-in-law would occupy my heart, and then she wouldn't have a place in it.
The silence lasted for a while.
"Forget it. Let's go and have an abortion. I don't want to ruin you. Maybe we can only be confidantes."
She lifted her head. Her gray eyes and pale face looked lifeless. It was as if she was an empty shell that had lost her soul.
I had never thought that I would be so important to Sister-in-law. She also understood the stakes of this matter. With Liu Jie's temperament, no matter how magnanimous she was, she wouldn't tolerate this child.
Her family was so rich. As long as I married into her family, I wouldn't have to work hard for a few decades. Sister-in-law had considered all of this and made the decision on her own.
"Don't talk nonsense. You're my woman. Tonight, in the future, and forever!" I displayed the domineering nature of a man and hugged her in my arms.
"Xiao Feng, wake up. If there's a chance in the future, we can still be intimate like this. But keeping the child isn't a joke. For example, if you had to choose between me and Liu Jie, you would definitely choose her." Sister-in-law smiled and said angrily.
"No, I'll choose you."
I didn't hesitate at all. Back then, I had rejected Liu Jie's confession because I had feelings for her. Now that I understood her and sister-in-law had my own flesh and blood, it really gave me a headache.
Hearing that, she cried even harder. Her tears were like a flood that broke the dam, but she still wore a smile on her face.
Crying and smiling at the same time, it was a very strange emotion. At this moment, I could completely understand her silent pain.
"Why?" She almost choked with sobs as she asked blankly. Her beautiful eyes were filled with anticipation.
"Because I can clearly distinguish between liking her and loving you. They can't be compared."
In the past, I always felt that the passionate love in idol dramas was too far away. I just wanted to find a partner, get married and have children.