I didn't expect that she, who looked strong on the outside, had hidden her past. Moreover, I didn't dare to imagine how Leng Yue felt after she sent her father to his death.
If I were in her shoes, how would I face all of this?
I didn't know, and I didn't even dare to think about it. But she had endured it all. Then, she had the faith to take revenge. Only she knew the bitterness she had gone through.
As for the past, Leng Yue tried her best to forget it. However, my bowl of noodles had brought back all sorts of memories, causing her to burst into tears. She couldn't control her emotions at all. At that time, we had just gotten to know each other, and her heart was filled with wariness.
I was sure that if Leng Yue hadn't been pushed to the brink of despair, she wouldn't have told me. Life was truly wonderful. In fact, even she herself hadn't thought that she would tell this unforgettable pain to a man she wasn't familiar with.
In the past, she was like a wounded animal that was tightly wrapped in an invisible coat. She didn't want others to see her scars. That way, it wouldn't be possible to expose her scars.
I had gained her recognition in a short time. At the last moment of her life, she didn't want to be like a speck of dust that would be blown away by the wind.
Now that I had told her, at least there were some traces left. Moreover, in her heart, she wanted some sympathy. Of course, she wouldn't say it out loud.
Compared to the dead Lone Wolf, I was more familiar with her. Of course, this familiarity came from the physical level. After our first defeat, not only had I seen everything, but I had also humiliated her.
Every time she thought about it, her face would turn red, and her heart would race. Luckily, I wasn't a complacent person. Otherwise, Leng Yue wouldn't have helped me. At this critical moment, Leng Yue wasn't afraid that I would laugh at her. After all, she didn't have long to live, and there were many things that she didn't care about anymore.
At this moment, I was playing the role of a listener. As she talked, I felt some emotions. After listening to her, I kept silent for a long time. It wasn't hard to see that Leng Yue was trying her best to suppress her emotions. A forced smile hung on the corner of her mouth.
"Be good. If you want to cry, just cry. It's not good to hold it in," I said gently.
"I don't want to cry. It's already in the past. Why should I cry? It's just asking for trouble." Her heart was full of sorrow. Tears welled up in her eyes, but she didn't want them to flow out.
Without thinking, I hugged her shoulder. Of course, I was careful. Although Leng Yue's wound had been treated, it would still be very painful if she touched it by accident.
"It's okay. I'm just borrowing your shoulder. Cry all you want. But I have to remind you. Don't wipe your tears and snot on me. Otherwise, you'll have to pay," I said solemnly.
"Pfft." It was originally a sad atmosphere, but after my teasing, it became a little funny.
Leng Yue glared at me, "How much is your clothes worth? This aunt wants to wipe it."
Then, she burst into tears and purposely wiped her tears on my sleeve. Although her tears didn't stop, she smiled triumphantly. She was crying and laughing at the same time. It was quite comical.
After crying for a while, Leng Yue slowly stopped and started sobbing softly. Compared to her previous noisy self, she was like a completely different person.
"Don't worry. If something happens to you, I'll definitely help you pay your respects. Not only that, I'll also help you take revenge!
That cruel and unscrupulous teacher deserves to die! "My face was full of determination.
From what Leng Yue had said, that teacher's methods weren't ordinary. Even the current her couldn't reach that level.
However, this didn't affect my determination. I couldn't deny the special nature of an assassin's profession. However, it didn't mean that to become a qualified assassin, one must have the courage to fight against one's parents. It was a completely abnormal concept. If Leng Yue had known about the teacher's training method before that, she definitely wouldn't have stepped on this path of no return.
Of course, there was no such thing as' if 'in this world. When she was about to die, she thought about many things. It was good to take revenge, but she didn't have the ability to do so. She didn't need to be too stubborn. Otherwise, hatred would become a chain that would bind her forever.
"You don't need to take revenge. As long as you pay your respects in my place, you've already fulfilled your duty as a friend. Although I've lost a lot, I've gained a lot. Let the past go with the wind." Leng Yue said this in a carefree manner. After saying this, she felt much more relaxed.
"Could it be that in your eyes, we're just simple friends?" I was a bit depressed. Leng Yue directly defined me as a friend. It was a bit of a blow to me.
Facing my question, Leng Yue was a bit confused. After a slight hesitation, she didn't answer. Instead, she asked, "Then, what kind of relationship do you think it is?"
"Eh, perhaps we're just friends now, but we definitely won't be in the future." I said firmly.
Leng Yue stared blankly for a moment, then her face turned slightly red. Although she didn't say it directly, as a girl with a high EQ, how could she not understand the hidden meaning behind it? This kind of conversation under the moonlight and flowers had an indescribable beauty to it. Moreover, my simple words had the meaning of a confession.
This kind of shyness only lasted for a few seconds. Leng Yue couldn't help but furrow her eyebrows. "I don't have a future." Her voice was very light, but it revealed a sense of disappointment.
"Not necessarily. Don't give up on yourself. I'll think of a way to save you." I held her shoulder. Leng Yue's gaze couldn't help but fall on my body.
When our eyes met like this, there was always a sense of ambiguity. Moreover, even Leng Yue didn't know why she couldn't reject my groping actions. Instead, her heart couldn't help but beat faster. This was really strange. Could it be that this was a sign of falling in love with someone?
"Hey, little thing, you don't need to comfort me. My own situation is clearer than anyone else's." Leng Yue sighed.
If it was possible, she didn't mind devoting herself to me. Otherwise, it would be a silent sorrow to leave this world while maintaining her pure and clean body. However, the poison in her lower body hadn't been expelled yet. Leng Yue even considered wearing a few more layers of condoms. That way, she might be able to prevent the poison from passing through.
Of course, this was just a thought. She didn't dare to test it. Moreover, she didn't want me to leave with her because of a moment of greed. If that happened, the gains wouldn't make up for the losses.