As time went by, the smile on Morin's face became bigger and bigger. It seemed that he was going to succeed, but he didn't know what level of pill he was refining. Yan Yue's face became paler and paler. Only that pair of eyes remained unchanging and calm.
Not long after, Morin successfully condensed the pill. When he excitedly held a jade scroll, he realized that Xiao Mo had disappeared.
He anxiously looked around. When he saw Yan Yue, he was stunned. That temperament, that mask, he recognized that it was His Lord. When he looked down, the Tuantuan and Xiao Mo were both there.
For a moment, he didn't know what to say. Before, he never knew what it meant to miss. After not seeing each other for half a year, he thought that he wouldn't miss her. But the moment he saw her, everything fell apart.
What don't miss? Bullshit. He was already used to following His Lord. How could he not miss her? How could it be!
After being stunned for a few breaths, he rushed to Yan Yue at an extremely fast speed and said in a trembling voice, "My Lord … I …"
Yan Yue's heart relaxed. Just as she was about to speak, she felt her body go soft and her vision blurred. She wanted to hold on but she was powerless. This body had really reached its limit. She only felt darkness, endless darkness. After that, she didn't know anything. She didn't even hear Morin's exclamation of "My Lord".
Morin strode forward and hugged Yan Yue's body. He bent down and raised his hand, carrying Yan Yue in his arms.
He kept Xiao Mo in the contracted pet space and carried Yan Yue out of the alchemy examination venue. His eyes flashed with deep worry, anxiety, longing and heartache.
Where did His Lord go for the past half a year?
Why did he come back with injuries?
In the past half a year, he had also grown a lot. He never forgot His Lord's instructions. But in terms of cultivation, no matter how hard he worked, it seemed that he was getting further and further away from His Lord. He didn't want to be abandoned by His Lord, so he practiced alchemy even more diligently. Just now, he had already received the certification of a fourth grade alchemist. But this temporary excitement couldn't compare to his worry for His Lord.
He thought that he might not be able to leave her.
It had nothing to do with love. It was because she was his Lord and also his everything.
Morin's growth in the past half a year. Not only in strength, but also in height. Now, he was completely a seven feet tall man.......................
His face also opened up and became a lot more handsome. Although he wasn't the best, he could be considered a handsome guy.
Carrying Yan Yue, Morin rushed all the way back to the cave residence. With a wave of his hand, a soft blanket was spread out on the stone bed. He gently placed Yan Yue on the stone bed and carried the Tuantuan from Yan Yue to the side. Morin himself also stepped onto the stone bed.
With a wave of his hand, many bottles and jars were poured out.
Supporting Yan Yue's body, he let her steadily lean in his arms. He opened a few bottles and poured out a lot of pills. Morin grabbed one by one and sent it into Yan Yue's mouth.
Urging his spiritual power, the pills dissolved in Yan Yue's mouth and flowed into her blood.
After he finished feeding her the pills, Morin was still holding Yan Yue. He placed one of his palms on her back and pure spiritual power flowed from his palm into Yan Yue's meridians. It helped Yan Yue's weak spiritual power to repair the world of her meridians.
Time passed by minute by minute. Yan Yue's injuries gradually improved. Morin's face was already somewhat tired.
Releasing the hand on her back, Morin gently placed Yan Yue back on the bed.
After circulating his energy and regulating his breathing for a while, he turned to look at Yan Yue.
Gently raising his hand, he took off the mask on Yan Yue's face. Her tightly closed eyes no longer felt cold. Her beautiful appearance and peaceful sleeping face. Even the fairies of the nine heavens couldn't compare to her!
With such a master, how could he be worthy!
Lowering his head, his cool lips gently touched Yan Yue's forehead. He planted a light kiss on her forehead and said in a low voice, "Master, you have to wake up soon. Molin is waiting for you to take me with you and become stronger. We'll become so strong that we won't be injured again."
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This sleep, only felt that she had slept for a long time … a long time.
Those memories buried deep in her heart all ran out while she was weak. Perhaps because she missed them too much, she didn't want to stop them. Although she knew that it was a dream, the memories in the dream were happy and she didn't want to wake up.
My name is Yan Yue. I have an older sister, Yan Xin.
My family is a very ordinary family. There aren't too many ups and downs. But that simple life, I would rather use my life to protect it.
My older sister loves me very much. Although she always liked to snatch the remote control from me when we were young and play with me, I still like my older sister very much.
Now that I think about it, what is the happiest memory I have with my older sister!
Oh, I remember. It was that time when we played salted duck when we were young. Perhaps my older sister has already forgotten, but I remember it deeply in my heart.
At that time, I was only six or seven years old. My hair just reached my shoulders. Because I was lazy, I didn't tie my hair up. Several people played salted duck together. My older sister and I were in the same class. When I lifted my leg and jumped up and down to attack, my older sister had already put down her leg from laughing. (In salted duck, if you put down your leg or fall down, you lose) I was stunned for a moment. My heart felt warm. Many, many years have passed. I may not remember who was playing with me at that time, but I will never forget my older sister's smile.
That happy, unrestrained smile, that hearty laughter, it was because I looked like a little crazy when I jumped up with my hair down. That was why my older sister was so happy.
If my older sister could always be so happy, I would be willing to be your little crazy sister forever.
But as I slowly grew up, my older sister didn't smile like that anymore. That smile, could only live in my heart forever.
When I grew up, I no longer quarreled with my older sister over the remote control. My older sister didn't snatch it from me, and she also didn't play games with me. When did it start? I know, some things have changed, but my older sister was still good to me. She would buy me food and give me living expenses. But the happiest childhood, I can no longer go back. I can no longer see my older sister's smile like that. My heart only felt endless sadness.
I know that if a person wants to grow up, it means that they have to lose a lot. No wonder people often say that growing up is painful. Growing up means learning to endure loss.
God let us lose some things, is it to let us know how to cherish what we haven't lost?
If I understood this principle earlier, would I have cherished what I had when I had it?
If I can turn back time, I will definitely cherish you. Grandma, I am so disobedient, do you still love me?
When I was young, I asked you again and again: Do you love me?
You picked me up under my armpits, lifted me up high, and shouted: Love!
Love!
That scene has been deeply engraved in my heart. Do your words still count? Why is it that after you left, uncle saw you, grandfather saw you, but I couldn't see you? I could only hug you and cry in my dreams, screaming for you not to leave. But when I woke up, you were still not there.
I'm sorry, I have a round face, and I always said that I inherited it from you. I was just joking. Grandma, I'm sorry, did you take it seriously? I have never blamed you. Are you angry, and don't love me anymore?
Time passed quickly, and when everyone talked about you, they were no longer sad. Only I acted the same on the surface, but in my heart, I was crying. Was I too stubborn, too stubborn about the days when you were around?
I didn't want to believe that you had left me.
Everyone who came to offer incense shed tears for you, only I didn't. Because I didn't believe that you, who was lying in the ice coffin, were dead.
When they sealed the coffin, when they lifted your body to put you in the coffin, everyone cried, their eyes red. Only I didn't cry. I still stood there and watched, because I thought that you wouldn't die, that you would sit up, that you were still alive, that you couldn't have died.
When layers of white dust covered your body, and thick nails were nailed into the coffin lid, I still thought that you couldn't have died, that you must still be alive, and that you would stand up again.
But I've forgotten that time can never be reversed.
I went into your room in a daze. Grandfather was sitting by the bed in the same posture, just like when you were sick for a few months. Grandfather sat there to take care of you, just like how he sat there to take care of you. Now, he is still sitting there, but you are no longer here. He is your husband, and you are of the same generation. This complicated ceremony made it impossible for him to send you off, and he could only sit in the room alone.
The moment I saw my grandpa, the tears that I hadn't shed for a few days flowed down my cheeks. The sadness that emerged from the bottom of my heart shattered my armor of hypocrisy. I never liked to cry in front of others, but that time, I couldn't control my tears anymore.
That's right!
No matter how sad and heartbroken I was, it couldn't be more painful than Grandfather. That was the person he had spent his whole life with. How much pain must his heart be in? Things are still the same, but people are no longer the same. Grandfather understood it better than anyone else.
The bed was empty, and the cries outside were telling me that Granny was really gone …
I haven't earned a lot of money for you to use. You haven't seen me get into university yet?
You haven't seen your cousin grow up!
Why did you leave me like this? Was I disobedient? I will be obedient in the future, very obedient. Don't go, okay?
Don't leave me!
I ran back to my room and buried my head in my blanket. Only then did I dare to cry out loud. Is it true that pain makes people grow? Is it true that pain makes people strong? But if I can avoid losing, I would rather not be strong!
No matter how beautiful the past was, the end result would always be heart-wrenching pain. The more beautiful the memory, the sadder it is. I can't live in the past forever. How good would it be to live forever in a dream? I don't want to face the present, where people are gone, where the house is empty …
The most hurtful thing is that things are still the same, but people are no longer the same. When I was awake, your death tortured my heart. Only in a dream do I live in a life with you. How good would it be if I never woke up? Grandmother, I miss you so much …
I want to pray for time to pass more slowly. I want to love you guys. No matter how strong I am, I can't bear an empty house. Don't ever leave, okay?
I can have no lover, no friends, no children, and no happiness. But I can't have no family, no home, and I can't live without you guys!
Memories came back one after another. The happy memories of the past made my heart ache when I thought about them. Am I still alive? Are you guys, who I love and care about the most, doing well? In this world, the only thing holding me back is you guys. No matter how difficult it is, even if I have to risk my life, I must find a way back!