As they savored their coffee, Feng Yuchen and Bai Xueji fell into silence. The two of them were thinking about how to get along with each other, how to resolve the awkwardness before them, or how to make each other speak.
Bai Xueji lazily hugged her coffee and lay on the red sofa's backrest. Her lips slowly parted —
"Do you hate me?
Or should I say … Do you hate me because of what happened to Xiao Xing? "
Finally …
Feng Yuchen drummed his fingers on the table. After thinking for a long time, he slowly said, "Hate? Not really, right?
Actually, it's useless now, because Xiao Xing and I already have our own lives. No matter how difficult and painful the process was, in the end, she found her home. That's enough.
This time, I think it'll be the end for everyone, be it now or in the future. Actually, before I left, I knew that Xiao Xing still had some reluctance in her heart. Perhaps she wanted to witness it with her own eyes, so I just want to respect her decision. It doesn't matter what happens to me, I just hope that she can let go of the past. "
"You're really a gentle person. You're too outstanding …"
Bai Xueji seemed to want to say something but held back.
"I understand. You're probably trying to say that Xiao Xing is also an outstanding person, but she wanted to break away from that kind of life, so she hoped that she could degenerate … Then she met me, who was equally outstanding … You're wrong, White King. Xiao Xing hoped for a completely new and different path from the original, and I was the path she chose. If one person couldn't complete it, then let a group of people complete it. In the end, accelerating the end of the world, didn't that prove this point …"
Feng Yuchen shook his head. He did not influence Black Xueji's choice. He was only chosen by her. In order to be worthy of this choice, he worked hard, and so did she. Neither of them took care of the other, they just walked side by side.
"No … You misunderstood. I'm not saying that Xiao Xing made the wrong choice … I'm just saying that I missed the opportunity to be with you, understand?
In our family, we always faced all kinds of troubles. We started making all kinds of comparisons since we were young, and I was always better than Xiao Xing … Accelerating the end of the world, I thought I could be the same …
I never thought about the consequences of my actions. The world was at fault, not me.
I thought that I could change the world by changing myself …
But Xiao Xing chose a completely different path from mine, and she has you by her side …
Of course, there was jealousy. Of course, in the accelerated world, the final brilliance belonged to all of you and not me!
I don't know how I'm supposed to live anymore. I have to learn and live like a zombie. I have to listen to my parents. I have to live a life that I didn't even think about …
Today, after seeing Xiao Xing come home, although she was still treated the same way, her eyes were so beautiful, and her body seemed to be emitting light, as if saying — — I am very happy now!
Why, why?
I don't understand. I don't understand. I don't know how to make myself live more authentically.
For you to be able to save Xiao Xing, you must have that kind of power, right?
Help me! "
Bai Xueji's emotions were turbulent like erupting magma.
Feng Yuchen had not seen the final ending of the accelerated world, so he did not know anything about Bai Xueji. But now, the accelerated world had completely changed because of his appearance. Therefore, Bai Xueji's current performance may be very different from the original work, but this change happened because of his appearance.
Droplets of tears flowed down her delicate face, like petals falling from the rain.
This was not an act.
If this was an act, then Bai Xueji was really too scary.
Therefore, Feng Yuchen took out a handkerchief — —
"Wipe your tears, this is all I can do … What do you want me to do?
Let me stay by your side?
Impossible, I'm very distressed. I don't know what you're thinking at all.
You want to be saved?
I can't do it. I can only save Xiao Xing. "
"Xiao Xing is grounded at home. Come with me, I'll help you leave … This is all I can do now … Can I be a competent elder sister now?"
Bai Xueji stood up and took off the blindfold on her face …
Feng Yuchen looked at the current Bai Xueji. She looked like sisters with Xiao Xing. No, they were sisters to begin with, and they had the same features. If she had black hair, perhaps Feng Yuchen really wouldn't be able to tell them apart. It was just that Bai Xueji was a little more mature, and it was unknown whether her silver hair was naturally or dyed …
"As expected?
I'm grounded, thank you for coming to remind me … "
Feng Yuchen felt that Bai Xueji's real purpose was to let Feng Yuchen leave with Black Xueji, right?
However, if that was the case, wouldn't she have to face the blame of her parents?
"You're welcome, I was just thinking that in the end, I can do what a real elder sister should do …"
Bai Xueji forced a smile. If Xiao Xing could be free, then it would be good. She could live with her. As for herself, she would continue to be her hypocritical Bai.
"…"
After leaving the cafe, Feng Yuchen and Bai Xueji got into a car and went to Bai Xueji's house. It was a very luxurious house. Through Bai Xueji's various efforts, they finally arrived at a bedroom safely and released Black Xueji.
"Yuchen … You …"
Black Xueji looked at Feng Yuchen and Bai Xueji incredulously. Could it be …
"Xiao Xing, you should leave now. I won't say some high-sounding words, nor will I ask for your forgiveness … Fly freely. You have an angel that can take you to fly. Take my freedom with you …" Bai Xueji forced a smile.
"Why?
Explain to me, why did you treat me like that before, and why did you do this now. You're very annoying, do you know! "Black Xueji shook Bai Xueji's shoulder and couldn't help but ask.
"I don't want to explain, and I don't have an explanation. That's it. You can leave now. If you leave now, you won't be discovered …" Bai Xueji pushed Black Xueji into Feng Yuchen's arms and signaled them to leave quickly.
"Yuchen, go. I want to stay here. I won't accept her (Bai Xueji's) charity. It's very uncomfortable! ~"
Black Xueji choked and said.
"Go, go quickly, or else …"
Bai Xueji took out a fruit knife and put it on her smooth neck.
"That's enough!"
Black Xueji grabbed the knife and threw it on the ground.