I've been writing this book for a long time, and I've always wanted to write something and say something to everyone. But after thinking about it, I felt that it wasn't much, so I put it down again and again. This time, I'm going to write a speech to express my feelings, so I might as well share it with everyone.
Actually, I wrote this book for the sake of my feelings. Many people are unreasonable in some aspects, and I know how they are. I've also tried to write according to my ideas, but I couldn't get past the barrier in my heart, so I couldn't read what I wrote.
For example, in the chapter about Zhang Juzheng's departure from Beijing, I wrote it with serious emotions, for the sake of the Daming in my heart and the Zhang Juzheng in my heart. After I finished writing it, I felt that it wasn't good, so I wanted to change it. But after changing it a few times, I couldn't read it anymore. It was very sad, and I struggled for a long time, but I still posted it as it was.
Some people might say that I'm not professional. In fact, this is the first time I wrote a book for the sake of Daming's feelings. I admit that my writing style is immature, there are many typos, and my logic is poor. All in all, I'm not professional. I just want to say that I've tried my best, but this is the best I can do for now. I'll continue to work hard in the future. Thank you for your tolerance.
I'm a sentimental person. Basically, I feel sad about Daming's misfortune, and angry about his incompetence. I've read a lot of books on Qidian, and I've thought about writing one myself. So I wrote one.
Because I'm a newbie, the updates in the early stage aren't stable. Most of the time, I only write one chapter a day. I feel guilty about it. Thank you for your support, and for not abandoning me even when I'm writing one chapter a day.
Thank you for your recommendation votes, thank you for your tips, thank you for your support, and thank you for your suggestions in the book review section. Thank you.
Let's talk about Zhang Juzheng's death. Originally, I wanted to write that Zhang Juzheng died in bed, but in the end, I chose to leave it vague. I didn't have the heart to let Zhang Juzheng die in bed. He was a hero, a fighter. I didn't want him to die in bed because of illness. I didn't want him to die in bed.
The drinking session between Zhu Yijun and Zhang Juzheng was actually a kind of farewell, a kind of farewell between Zhu Yijun and Zhang Juzheng, and also a kind of farewell between me and Zhang Juzheng. I wrote that chapter sorrowfully, and I shed a lot of tears. My mom saw it and asked, "Why are you crying?"
I'm 27 years old, and I'm crying so much. If possible, I don't want Zhang Juzheng to die. I want him to live forever.
Why did I want Zhang Juzheng to die on the same day as my previous life? It's a kind of remembrance, a remembrance of Daming's last prime minister, the last fighter. There are many people I like, and Zhang Juzheng is definitely at the top of the list.
Although he's been criticized badly, I still think he's a great politician, a reformer, and the last hope of Daming.
Maybe it's a bit hasty to write about his death at this time, but to me, he's alive. He lives in Zhu Yijun's heart. He lives in the future stories, and he lives in the hearts of those who look up to him as a role model.
It seems like I've written too many thoughts. Now, let's move on to the official post.
Thank you for your support, your votes, and your tips. Thank you.
Thank you to my editor, Hu Ya. She has never stopped recommending me. Although we've only spoken twice, she's really a good editor. I heard she's a beauty. Thank you.
The paid chapters will be released at around 12: 30 am. I heard it's like this. Qidian has not only skipped a few times.
After the release, I'll update the first paid chapter. I hope everyone can subscribe to it. I've been writing for so long, and I hope it will be a good result.
Speaking of updates, I've taken a day off today. I'm preparing to stay at home and write all day. I don't know how many chapters I can write, but I'll guarantee at least five chapters. I'll add one more chapter when the first subscription reaches 1,000. With 1,000 as the base, I'll add one more chapter for every 300 subscriptions. With the first subscription at 1,300, I'll add seven chapters, 1,600 will add eight chapters, and so on.
This is the first time I've made such a big decision, so please support me!