He held my hand and bent his knees, kneeling on the ground. His attitude was extremely sincere.
"Honey, we finally got together. We swore at our wedding that we would spend the rest of our lives together. Please don't divorce me. I've changed everything that I've done wrong. I've changed, okay?"
His eyes looked like he was begging. He frowned and pursed his lips. He was panic-stricken like a child who had lost his way in the dark.
His pitiful look touched the softest part of my heart. However, the thought of divorce was like paraquat lingering in my body. I couldn't get rid of it easily.
I sighed and didn't respond. Ling Feng took the chance to hug me tightly. He kept repeating his apologies and whispered in my ear, "It's all my fault.
I've been working on a big project recently. I'm very busy in the company, and I have to deal with my boss's mood. That's why I'm like this today. I'll treat you better from now on. I won't let you suffer anymore. "
My heart was filled with complicated feelings.
After that day, Ling Feng treated me better than ever. Every day was as intimate as when we were on our honeymoon. Every time my mother-in-law saw us together, she would mock me. "You stick to my son every day, but I don't see you giving birth to a child. I heard that if you have too many children, your uterus will be damaged to the point where you can't have a child."
Then, she assessed me from head to toe with her eyes.
Although her words weren't pleasant to hear, it was true that we didn't have a child. As a daughter-in-law, my heart ached when I heard that. Moreover, Ling Feng was spoiling me more and more. In the end, I had the thought of having a child.
One day, I went to the pharmacy to buy some fertility pills. As soon as Ling Feng came home, I put on my eye-catching pajamas and climbed on top of him. I pulled his neck and grinned. "Our life is stable now. We should have a child!
I don't want to keep my mom waiting. "
He was stunned and his breathing became rough. He held my waist and kissed my forehead. Just as I was about to kiss his sensitive spot, he suddenly pushed me back and stretched. The atmosphere that had just started was suddenly ruined.
He was half-serious and half-joking. "My back is aching from all the paperwork I've been working on recently. I still have to do it with you when I get home. Do you want me to be so weak that I can't even straighten my back?"
I sensed that something was wrong. I frowned and wanted to ask, but Ling Feng was one step ahead of me. He put his index finger next to my lips and gestured for me to keep quiet. "Let me tell you something even better than giving birth. I got a promotion today."
His eyebrows were arched, and his joy was radiant. I felt comfortable watching him.
We didn't have a baby that night, but I didn't give up. I fed him the pregnancy pills and begged him repeatedly. He either rejected me or used fatigue as an excuse. Occasionally, he would be intimate with me, but he wouldn't touch me.