As soon as this thought popped up in my head, I was terrified. If that was the case, I didn't know how to face my broken marriage.
Right when I had the thought of stalking Ling Feng, Fang Yin suddenly contacted me.
It was Friday, and I didn't have any classes in the afternoon, so I went home early. When my phone rang, I was painting my nails. When I saw the number, my hand shivered, and my nails were painted off.
At that time, my mother-in-law had gone out to buy groceries, and Ling Feng hadn't gotten off work yet. He called me a few times, but I didn't pick up his call. So, Fang Yin sent me a WeChat message, threatening me. "See you at the same place tonight. If you don't come, I can't guarantee that the news will spread."
When I saw the message, I gritted my teeth and smashed my phone. I thought about it and hesitated. In the end, I didn't have a choice.
In the end, before my mother-in-law came back, I called Ling Feng and told him that my bestie had fallen out of love again. I needed to accompany her tonight. Then, I braced myself and went to the hotel with my ID card. While gritting my teeth, I waited for Fang Yin.
God knew how guilty I felt when I lied to the man next to me. How many times had I belittled myself in my heart? How many disgusting words had I used to describe myself?
After checking into a room, I sent him my room number. On the other side, he ordered me to clean myself up first.
I suppressed my shame and went to the bathroom. As soon as I wrapped a towel around my waist, the doorbell rang. I hesitated for a long time before I opened the door. In the end, I thought about the consequences if he told everyone about this. My hands trembled as I opened the door.
"Why did you come out so quickly? Did your husband not satisfy you during this time?"
As soon as I opened the door, I saw Fang Yin's handsome face. I smirked.
At that moment, an overwhelming wave of regret drowned me. I regretted it so much that my intestines turned green.
A wave of shame washed over me. I gritted my teeth and was about to slam the door. However, he seemed to have seen through my intention. He pushed against the door and stopped it. "It's too late to regret now."
He broke through the door and grabbed my wrist, closing the door behind him. Then, I bumped into a firm chest. His voice was accompanied by his strong heartbeat.
"You should've known that there would be a second time."
Then, a pair of ice-cold palms drilled into my back. A wave of fear assaulted me. I felt as if a venomous snake was coiling around me. My scalp went numb and my body started to shiver.
I couldn't help but shudder at the thought of going through another night like last time.
He buried his head in my neck. His steady and heavy breaths patted against my body. I panicked and felt my cheeks burning up all of a sudden.