Lin Yanchen felt as if his left chest was stuffed with something. It swelled uncomfortably and he didn't know what to do for a moment.
Chuxun was still smiling, but he couldn't smile at all.
The atmosphere was sad and awkward. Chuxun felt that he was amazing. He was actually in the mood to joke. "You said that you couldn't sleep if I didn't say it. Now that I've said it, can you sleep?"
Lin Yanchen grabbed his hand and said in a muffled voice, "I can't sleep."
In the face of death, parting in life was nothing.
Chu Xun was most grateful to Little Lin for allowing him to fulfill many of his wishes at the end of his life. Even though he still wanted to see more of this world, he was satisfied with the way things were now.
He was no longer angry and sad. He could finally accept the fact that he was about to die.
Chuxun said, "Xiao Lin, thank you so much.
I'm very happy to have met you. "
Lin Yanchen still vaguely remembered how he felt when he met Chuxun when he was drunk. He was full of rebelliousness and originally had an unruly playful heart. He originally thought that they would break up peacefully after a month … He didn't know when he started to get serious and unknowingly forgot about the one month agreement. It felt like he had just met Chuxun yesterday. He didn't expect time to pass so quickly.
Lin Yanchen felt his eyes heat up. He heard his own choked voice. It was so weak that it didn't sound like him. "A Xun, can you not go?"
Chuxun said softly, "Xiao Lin, don't be like this. Life is a journey of constantly meeting and parting. At least when we're together, we're happy. Isn't that enough?"
Lin Yanchen suddenly couldn't hold it in anymore. After holding it in for a long time, he said in one breath, "A Xun, stay by my side.
I don't want your money anymore. Don't go. "
Even though Chuxun was also very sad, he still said, "No, this is an agreement."
Lin Yanchen hurriedly said: "Then I'll give you three hundred thousand, you stay with me."
Chuxun froze for a moment and was amused by him. "Don't say that, Xiao Lin. I'm not interested in you being my boss."
Lin Yanchen saw that he was still smiling, as if he didn't care about himself. He was really anxious and angry. "How can you be like this? How can you be so heartless?"
Chuxun said, "I didn't, don't accuse me wrongly.
I am a man of my word. "
Lin Yanchen had a belly full of depression that he had nowhere to vent. Suddenly, he exploded, "What do you want me to do for you to be willing to stay?
A Xun, I like you. I really like you. Don't you like me at all?
I've said it so many times, but you've never once said that you like me.
What did I do wrong?
Don't you like me? "
Chuxun's eyes were a little sour as he was stared at with passionate love. He turned his head away.
Lin Yanchen's face was cold as he took a step in the direction where he turned his head. He walked into his line of sight. Chuxun turned his head again, and he continued to walk.
Chuxun was helpless. He looked up at Lin Yanchen and took a deep breath. "We're so happy together. Do we have to make it like this?
I came to you because I wanted to be happy. What's the point of this now?
Can't we part on good terms?
When we set off together, we started it with a smile. Now, let's end it with a smile, okay?
It's a good thing for you and for me. "
Lin Yanchen, who had always been obedient to Chuxun, suddenly refused to listen. "I don't want to. Actually, I'm not …"
"The Point Guard Is Here."
Chuxun understood that he might want to confess his identity, but he didn't want to hear it. He suddenly said coldly, "I heard you say 'don't tell anyone' to that girl."
He had wanted to mention this for a long time.
Lin Yanchen was stunned. He panicked and didn't have time to say anything.
Chuxun continued. It wasn't that he wasn't depressed. When it came to relationships, he knew that he was actually very stupid. Otherwise, he wouldn't have been hooked by Ji Tianze for more than ten years and willingly followed his orders. He didn't dare to tell whether Lin Yanchen was sincere or not, but he felt irritated when he thought of that sentence. He didn't realize that his words were a little sour. "I understand what you said to that girl. Our relationship can't be announced to the public … From the beginning, we just agreed to play.
But you don't want anyone to know, which means that you're not serious. If that's the case, why did you keep me?
You even wanted to hide it from me and deliberately spoke in French. "
"You even said …" Chuxun took a deep breath. "You even told her that I wasn't your boyfriend. I understood."
Lin Yanchen was so anxious that his heart and lungs were scratching. He was so angry that his liver was hurting. He stuttered, "No, I didn't mean it that way. I-I was afraid that you would be unhappy, so I spoke in French.
I-I told her not to tell anyone that you weren't my boyfriend. It wasn't because I didn't want anyone to know … "
He still wanted to lie?
Chuxun asked coldly, "Then what was the reason?"
Lin Yanchen was so anxious that he raised his voice. "Wasn't that because you never said that you liked me?
I-I haven't asked you if you were willing to officially date me. If you were willing, don't tell my friends that you're my lover, I could buy a newspaper and tell the whole world!
I-I didn't even dare to ask. I don't think you like me that much. "
Lin Yanchen spoke very loudly and confidently. Chuxun was stunned by his roar. After a while, he said, "Why are you so loud?
Are you fighting with me? "
After Chuxun said that, Lin Yanchen's voice softened. He calmed down and said in a wronged manner, "You don't like me as much as I like you. It's fine if you like me, but you can't wrongly accuse me of not liking you."
Chuxun's heart ached. Whether or not Lin Yanchen really liked him, he felt terrible. If Xiao Lin really liked him, he couldn't drag Xiao Lin down with him. At least they weren't officially dating and hadn't fallen too deep. It wasn't too late to withdraw.
Lin Yanchen opened his arms and hugged him tightly. Through the fabric of their clothes, they could feel each other's passionate, rapid, and chaotic heartbeats. Chuxun clenched his fists and resisted the urge to hug Xiao Lin back.
Chuxun closed his eyes and took a deep breath to adjust his emotions. After repeating it a few times, he finally mustered up his courage and decided to push Lin Yanchen away.
Right at this moment, Chuxun felt a drop of warm water fall on his neck.
It was a tear.
Chuxun's body froze.
When the tear touched his skin, he felt as though he was scalded. The heat extended to the bottom of his heart.
Sigh, this brat was always so shameless. How could he maintain a heart of stone?
Lin Yanchen said with a sobbing tone, "Your heart is beating so fast. You clearly like me too, but you just won't admit it. Let's date properly, okay?"
Chuxun said carelessly, "It's just because I did a lot of things with you that made my heart beat faster. That's why my heart beat faster when I saw you."
Lin Yanchen let go of his embrace and grabbed his shoulders. His eyes were filled with tears. He was pitiful and angry. "You're lying."
Chuxun gritted his teeth and wanted to say something ruthless to cut the Gordian knot. "I …"
Before he could finish, Lin Yanchen suddenly leaned over and kissed him.
This was the first time Lin Yanchen was so ungentle. He was impatient and irritable. His lips were trembling, full of aggression and incomparably fragile.
This was also the first time Chuxun didn't accept him. He clenched his teeth and closed his heart at the same time.
Lin Yanchen gradually felt despair.
Chuxun steeled his heart and pushed him away forcefully. "Don't be like this, Lin Yanchen. In my heart, you're not someone who would force others to do things against their will.
You can't force a melon to be sweet. "
Lin Yanchen looked embarrassed and asked almost pleadingly, "A Xun, you really don't like me?
You don't like me at all? "
Chuxun bent his trembling fingers and clenched them into fists. He looked at Lin Yanchen and opened his mouth. However, every word that came out of his mouth felt like it was gouging his heart. "Xiao Lin, can you stop pestering me endlessly?
I've always felt that you're a gentleman and a polite man. I don't want to ruin your image in my heart.
Letting me think of you in the future is also a beautiful thing, okay?
… I've already bought the plane tickets for tomorrow. "
Lin Yanchen felt like his heart was sinking into a cold swamp. It was sinking bit by bit. He was so anxious, but there was nothing he could do.
Even when his startup company was acquired, he didn't feel so insignificant. At that time, he was still suppressing his anger and waiting for an opportunity to go back and teach his father a lesson.
He knew that there would always be an opportunity in the future.
However, it was different this time. He couldn't think of a way to make Chuxun stay.
Yes, he was very rich, but he didn't think that revealing his identity would be able to move Chuxun.
Chuxun was a difficult problem that he couldn't do anything about. He had completely failed.
The room was eerily quiet. After an unknown amount of time, Lin Yanchen took a few deep breaths and slowly held back his tears. He adjusted his emotions and tried his best to appear gentlemanly as he said, "Okay, I understand … Then at least let me send you off, okay?"
Chuxun hesitated for a moment and wanted to refuse. "Xiao Lin, I think …"
Lin Yanchen saw his hesitation and refusal and couldn't hold it in any longer. The calmness that he had painstakingly built up collapsed in an instant. He blinked his eyes and tears fell. "Chuxun, you can't be so heartless."
Chuxun felt as if he had been stabbed in the heart by his gaze. It was as if he had used up all his strength. His hands and feet were cold, and he didn't dare to look at Lin Yanchen's expression. He lowered his head and nodded slightly. He said weakly, "Okay then … Take me to the airport tomorrow.
Thank you, Xiao Lin. "
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