Since Chuxun had already put it this way, Lin Yanchen couldn't do anything without proper upbringing.
He spent a long time trying to calm himself down. He only managed to calm down a little so that he wouldn't do something irrational and hurt Chuxun, but his mind was still a mess.
Lin Yanchen said with red eyes, "I'll sleep in another room tonight."
Chuxun, "…" He didn't know what to say. They couldn't sleep in the same bed like this. After being together for almost a month, this was the only time they slept in separate beds.
He couldn't bear to see Lin Yanchen's face. He was like a loyal dog that was abandoned by his owner and begged him to change his mind.
He completely believed that even if he said so many harsh words, Xiao Lin would forgive him as long as he softened his heart a little.
Lin Yanchen was such a good boy.
Chuxun said dryly, "Then … Goodnight. Have a good sleep."
Lin Yanchen subconsciously replied in a harsh tone, "How can I have a good sleep?"
Chuxun didn't know what to say. He thought for a moment and said, "Should I give you a Valium?"
Anyway, he probably had to take one tonight. The doctor prescribed a few days' worth, and he carried it with him along with the painkillers. He had been sleeping well recently, so he thought that these pills wouldn't come in handy. He didn't expect that they would come in handy in the end.
Lin Yanchen, "I don't want it!"
Chuxun was stunned by his fierce tone.
Lin Yanchen hurriedly apologized with tears in his eyes. "I'm sorry, A Xun. I didn't mean to be fierce. I just couldn't control myself …"
Chuxun had already made up his mind to leave, but he still couldn't bear to leave a bad impression in Chuxun's heart. Chuxun was right. At least in the future, Chuxun would think of him in a good way.
Chuxun said softly, "I know, Xiao Lin, you're very good. You're a very, very good boy."
This did not comfort Lin Yanchen. He was even sadder. "No matter how good I am, you don't like me."
Chuxun's heart ached. This was probably the saddest thing that had happened to him during this period of time. Meeting Xiao Lin was the greatest fortune and misfortune in his life.
Why did God do this to him?
Since there were people in this world who truly loved him, why would they arrange it when he was about to die?
What did he do wrong in his past life for her to be so cruel to him?
Chuxun was about to cry. "It's not your fault, Xiao Lin. It's my fault. It's all my fault."
Lin Yanchen was confused. He didn't know if he was too narcissistic or what, but he always felt that Chuxun also liked him. No matter how much or little, at least he liked him. But if that was the case, why didn't Chuxun want to stay?
But he liked Chuxun. He liked Chuxun so much that he didn't want to make things difficult for Chuxun. "I won't make things difficult for you. A Xun, what time is your flight tomorrow?
Which airport? "
Chuxun said, "One o 'clock in the afternoon."
Lin Yanchen said, "Then we'll get up at eight in the morning. I'll take you to the airport."
Chuxun softly said, "Thank you."
Lin Yanchen reluctantly let go of his hand and sniffed. "A Xun, have a good rest. I'm leaving."
Chuxun's gaze uncontrollably followed Lin Yanchen's back. Lin Yanchen seemed to have finally made up his mind and left without looking back. Chuxun looked at the closed door and felt inexplicably disappointed. He stood there and sighed.
Xiao Lin actually didn't like him that much. In the end, he was dismissed with just a few words.
At this moment, the door was suddenly pushed open and Lin Yanchen came back.
Chuxun was stunned. "Why are you back?"
Lin Yanchen stupidly said, "A Xun, remember to lock the door when you sleep tonight and hide your documents well. I'm afraid that I won't be able to resist stealing them while you're sleeping so that you won't leave."
Chuxun was dumbfounded. He stood there in a daze and didn't know what to do. "…"
Lin Yanchen's eyes were still filled with tears, but he smiled at him. "I'm joking. I won't steal them.
A Xun, are you happy now? "
Chuxun's nose twitched. He hesitated and nodded.
"I don't want to see you unhappy."
Lin Yanchen said seriously, "I'm really leaving. A Xun, I hope that even if you dream of me in your sleep, you'll be smiling without tears."
"Goodnight, A Xun."
Chu Xun's heart seemed to burst with tenderness and gathered together. When it reached his mouth, it turned into a meaningful sigh, "Good night, Xiao Lin."
Chuxun tossed and turned in bed the entire night. His pillow was wet from crying.
He didn't know what was wrong with him. He thought that he was a strong person. When he found out that he was unfortunately diagnosed with a terminal illness, he didn't shed a single tear. Now, he was crying like this just because of a small separation.
He stayed up until two in the morning. He swallowed a calming pill and finally fell asleep.
The next morning, Lin Yanchen woke him up.
It was eight o 'clock in the morning.
This was also the first time Lin Yanchen had woken up earlier than him during this period of time.
Lin Yanchen's eyes were still bloodshot, and there were shadows of dark circles around his eyes caused by staying up late. However, he took care of himself cleanly and meticulously. He took a shower, changed into a three-piece formal suit, put on a watch, pinned a diamond pin, combed his hair, and styled it. Not to mention shaving his beard, he even trimmed his eyebrows. It was as if he had become a different person, handsome and aggressive.
Chuxun was stunned.
Lin Yanchen had never dressed up like this in front of Chuxun. But today, he was sending Chuxun off. He wanted to leave the best impression for Chuxun and remember his most handsome appearance.
Lin Yanchen didn't sleep the entire night. After sorting out his emotions, he saw Chuxun looking at him like this. He asked embarrassedly, "Do I look good today?"
Chuxun nodded. "Yes."
Lin Yanchen forced a smile. "That's good. I'll wait for you. You don't have to rush. It's still early. Even if there's a traffic jam, there's still time."
Actually, there wasn't much to pack. When he left with Lin Yanchen, he didn't bring much. But along the way, he bought a lot of things that he wanted to bring back. Every time he packed, he would think of the time he spent with Lin Yanchen.
Even if he couldn't be with Lin Yanchen, at least he could bring back memories and souvenirs.
He dragged his feet. Washing up and getting dressed took him an hour and a half. After packing his luggage, he went to eat breakfast. After eating, it was time to leave.
Perhaps it was because people forgot about hunger when they were sad, but Chuxun didn't feel hungry at all. Furthermore, the food was inexplicably oily and disgusting. He only ate a few mouthfuls. He really couldn't eat anymore.
Lin Yanchen spoke first. "It's okay if you can't eat. A Xun, it's time to leave. Otherwise, it'll be too late."
Chuxun put down his knife and fork. "… Okay."
They sat in the car. Neither of them spoke.
Halfway there, Lin Yanchen suddenly said, "I forgot that the painting should belong to you … Do you want to take it with you?"
Chuxun hesitated.
Lin Yanchen begged and asked nicely, "A Xun, don't let me take photos of you. Leave that painting to me, okay?"
Chuxun's heart softened and he nodded.
Lin Yanchen restrained himself and said politely, "Thank you.
… Thank you, A Xun. "
It took them two hours to get to the airport. Chuxun felt that it was both long and short.
As soon as they got out of the car, Lin Yanchen rushed to take his suitcase. "Let me help you carry your suitcase."
Chuxun quickly said, "No, no, thank you."
Lin Yanchen said, "Don't be afraid. I won't take your suitcase and let you stay. I just … I just want to do something for you one last time, okay?
A Xun, let me carry your suitcase for you. "
Chuxun thought about it and didn't fight with him. He said, "Thank you … Thank you."
Other than "thank you," Chuxun didn't know what else he could say.
Lin Yanchen accompanied him to wait for the plane. He knew that he should leave, but his body wanted to stay there until the last moment.
It was very awkward to just sit there. Lin Yanchen took the initiative to talk to him. "You said 'thank you' to me so many times. I should thank you too.
Before I met you, I suffered a setback and drank every day. You said that you were happy with me, and I was happy with you too. "
"Yes."
"I also want to thank you. You're the first person I like so much in my life."
"… Yes."
"I'm really not being glib. A Xun, I think I fell in love with you at first sight."
"…"
"You're my first love."
Chuxun felt as if a blade was stuffed in his throat. He couldn't make a sound or speak.
Lin Yanchen looked up at the electronic sign. "A Xun, your plane is boarding."
He stood up and took his luggage. "Let's go. I'll send you there."
He stopped in front of the elevator and let go of his hand holding the luggage. He sighed and smiled. "A Xun, I'll send you here."
Chuxun looked at him in a daze. "Okay … Goodbye."
Chuxun carried his luggage and stepped into the elevator. As they went up, he couldn't help but turn around to look at Lin Yanchen.
Lin Yanchen grinned, revealing his white teeth. He smiled brightly, just like when they first met. He raised his arm and waved at Chuxun. "Goodbye, A Xun!"
However, Chuxun knew very well that after this separation, they would never see each other again.
He was going to die.
He didn't look back until Chuxun could no longer see downstairs. He followed the crowd and took his ticket to the security check. As it was close to the New Year, there were many people. After waiting in line for five to six minutes, it was finally his turn. However, at this moment, the image of Lin Yanchen saying goodbye to him with a smile floated in his mind.
Someone nudged him.
"Mister … Mister?"
Chuxun came back to his senses. The people around him were looking at him strangely.
Chuxun suddenly had an impulse. "I'm not boarding the plane yet."
He carried his luggage and walked back with his numb legs. He walked faster and faster. He broke into a jog and then a big stride.
He returned to the escalator and looked down. He saw Lin Yanchen at first glance.
He wanted to see Lin Yanchen one more time. Just one more time.
Lin Yanchen was still at the place where he sent him off. He didn't move half a step. However, the smile on his face was gone and his face was filled with tears.
When Chuxun saw this, he couldn't hold back his tears anymore.
Previously, when Lin Yanchen begged him, he ignored him with a heart of stone. He suppressed his feelings at countless emotional moments. However, at such an ordinary time, when he just took one more look at Lin Yanchen … Lin Yanchen didn't even realize that he was sad, he suddenly couldn't hold it in anymore.
Chuxun pulled his luggage and stepped into the elevator. After a few steps, he felt that it was too troublesome to drag his luggage, so he simply threw it away and ran towards Lin Yanchen. The bitter feelings that had been suppressed in his heart burst out together with his call. "Lin Yanchen!"
Lin Yanchen was still crying foolishly when he suddenly heard a familiar call from above. He looked up with tears in his eyes and saw Chuxun running towards him.
He didn't dare to believe it. He even thought that he was hallucinating.
After a few seconds, Lin Yanchen finally reacted. This was real and he wasn't dreaming. His body moved first and he ran towards Chuxun.
When Chuxun ran to the elevator with four steps left, he accidentally tripped and fell down because he was too anxious.
Lin Yanchen reached out to catch him and happened to hug him tightly.
Chuxun almost crashed into his embrace and he took a step back.
Chuxun hugged him tightly and buried his face in his shoulder. He said with a sobbing tone, "Xiao Lin, I can't bear to leave you."
Lin Yanchen sniffled and hugged him even tighter. "I can't bear to leave you either … A Xun.
I really like you. "
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