Chuxun was both sad and happy. What did he do to make such a good person like Lin Yanchen fall in love with him?
He clearly knew that he shouldn't have stayed. When he turned around, he was still hoping for a fluke. He even wanted to see Xiao Lin one more time. Just one more time. After seeing him, he would leave. He didn't expect to really see Xiao Lin.
He really couldn't control himself.
Ever since he met Lin Yanchen, he had used all his impulses to stake everything on Lin Yanchen.
The two of them stopped crying and walked back tearfully hand in hand.
Lin Yanchen pulled the suitcase with one hand and held Chuxun's hand with the other. The two of them intertwined their fingers and held hands the whole way. They held hands until their palms were sweaty, but they still didn't want to let go.
They had already been intimate with each other many times. They had done all kinds of bold things. Now, Chuxun was just beginning to feel the shyness of being in love. Just the touch of their palms made his cheeks heat up.
Chuxun was flustered. He was a thirty-year-old man, but he was like a young man who had just fallen in love. It was ridiculous.
Chuxun's heart thumped the whole way. He was happy and worried.
He was only drinking poison to quench his thirst.
His original plan was: After I die, who cares if the flood surged to the heavens?
Now, it was all a mess.
He was really the most selfish person in the world. He was about to die, but he was still reluctant to part with Xiao Lin's gentleness. He was insatiable and wanted to experience true love.
What he was doing was definitely not a good thing for Xiao Lin.
Lin Yanchen was still worried. "You're not leaving, right?"
Chuxun asked Lin Yanchen, "Xiao Lin, if I really leave, how long will you be sad for?"
Lin Yanchen panicked. "You're still leaving?"
Chuxun: "I'm just assuming …"
Lin Yanchen hesitated. He shook his head and answered honestly, "I don't know …"
He did not say anything fancy. Perhaps it would be a few years, or perhaps it would be a lifetime.
He used to chat with his friends and discuss how few times a person could meet true love in their life. However, he felt that only the one in this life could be called true love. If there were a few times, then no matter which time it was, it could not be counted as true love. True love should be irreplaceable. His friends said that he was naive.
Chuxun didn't ask further. He still wasn't prepared to tell Lin Yanchen about his terminal illness, nor was he prepared to find out about Lin Yanchen's true identity.
Chuxun imagined what Lin Yanchen would do if he knew that he was terminally ill. He believed that Xiao Lin would never abandon him and would even take him to see a doctor. However, that would only be sharing his pain with Xiao Lin. This illness could not be cured. He did not want Xiao Lin to see him become uglier and uglier at the end of his life. This was his last bit of dignity.
When Butler Eide saw that the two of them had returned, he was very calm and unperturbed.
It was as if nothing had happened and they had just gone out for a spin.
Lin Yanchen asked him: "Are you hungry?"
Chuxun shook his head. He felt sleepy. He didn't know if it was because he cried at the airport or because he didn't sleep well last night or because of the car ride. He said: "I'm dizzy. I want to sleep for a while."
Of course, Lin Yanchen did not disagree. However, he followed him closely like a clingy big dog. Chuxun was afraid that he would accidentally step on his feet when he turned around.
Chuxun changed into his pajamas and went to bed. Lin Yanchen immediately squeezed into the bed and stuck close to him.
This king-sized bed was more than enough for four or five people to sleep. He made it feel like a single bed. He hugged him and said gently: "You sleep, A Xun. I'll warm your feet for you."
He was too cute. Chuxun couldn't help but kiss him.
Lin Yanchen was very happy and kissed him back.
It wasn't flirtatious at all. There was only shy affection.
Chuxun was really tired. He suddenly didn't need sleeping pills anymore. He leaned against Xiao Lin's warm chest and unknowingly fell asleep.
Chuxun had a dream.
This dream was very shameless. He actually dreamed that Lin Yanchen proposed to him: "A Xun, I love you. Marry me. I want to be with you forever."
In the dream, he wasn't sick. He agreed to Lin Yanchen's proposal and they held a wedding.
When they arrived at the church, Lin Yanchen was nowhere to be seen. There was a little boy carrying a small rattan basket filled with petals. Chuxun didn't see clearly at first. He was very curious about where the child came from and asked: "Little friend, who are you?"
The little boy raised his little face. It was a face similar to Lin Yanchen's. When he saw him, he smiled: "Daddy."
Chuxun finally woke up.
The cold sweat on his forehead dampened his hair. How could he have such an absurd and illogical dream?
Lin Yanchen also woke up. He was still sleepy and went to get a tissue to wipe his sweat. He slowly woke up: "Why are you sweating so much?
Did you have a nightmare again?
Don't be afraid. I'm here. "
"It's not a nightmare. It should be considered a beautiful dream." Chuxun said with melancholy.
Lin Yanchen was puzzled: "Shouldn't you be happy to have a beautiful dream?
What did you dream about? "
It was precisely because he knew that it was just a dream and could never be realized that it was frustrating. Chu Xun was also embarrassed to tell Lin Yanchen the contents of the dream. His old face turned red. "I can't tell you."
Lin Yanchen's eyes were like amber shining with light: "Did you dream about me?"
Chuxun hurriedly said: "I already said I won't tell you. Don't ask anymore."
Lin Yanchen laughed. He knew the answer and didn't continue to make things difficult for Chuxun. He asked: "Where else do you want to go?
I'll take you anywhere. "
Chuxun looked at him without blinking. After a while, he said softly: "I don't want to go anywhere. I just want to stay by your side."
Lin Yanchen only felt his heart melt. Too cute, how could he be so cute!
It was so cute that it made people want to curse!
Lin Yanchen was stunned for a long time. He scratched his ears and cheeks anxiously. He didn't know what words to use to express his love. It was the first time in his life that he knew how to express his love. In the end, he carefully kissed Chuxun's lips.
The two of them leaned their heads together and blushed.
In the depths of their love, they became incomparably pure.
After a good night's sleep, he was in a good mood.
Lin Yanchen didn't touch him and didn't even talk dirty. At noon the next day, they had lunch. Lin Yanchen hid away and quietly changed into formal clothes again.
Chuxun didn't understand and asked in amusement: "My little prince, we're not going out. Why are you dressed like this?"
Lin Yanchen said shyly: "Because I have something important to say, so I have to wear formal clothes."
Chuxun asked: "What is it?"
Lin Yanchen looked at him attentively and affectionately and asked solemnly: "A Xun, I want to seriously pursue you again. Can you allow me to pursue you?"
Chuxun was stunned. He thought that the hug at the airport was a tacit agreement that they had started dating. He didn't expect Lin Yanchen to ask so formally … In the world, only Lin Yanchen would treat him so well. He seemed to be infected by Xiao Lin's shyness and didn't know what to do. His face and ears turned red.
Chuxun nodded: "Yes."
Lin Yanchen was so happy that he almost jumped up. He subconsciously wanted to hug him, but he remembered that he was dating again and couldn't be a pervert. He restrained himself and only looked at Chuxun with bright eyes and said: "A Xun, can I?"
Chuxun couldn't stop the corners of his mouth from rising. His heart also seemed to be flying: "Not only can you, I agree to date you now.
Do you think I'm not reserved enough? "
Lin Yanchen was stunned. He was so happy that he didn't know what to say. He touched his head and said in a daze: "Ah."
Seeing his silly look, Chuxun found it funny: "What 'ah'?
Is it too easy?
Then I should still reject you and be reserved for a few more days. But I think I like you a lot and shouldn't waste time. "
Lin Yanchen was like a sunflower blooming. His face broke into a silly smile and he rushed over excitedly. He hugged Chuxun and even raised him up: "No, no, don't reject me!
I'm so happy! "
"A Xun, you finally said you like me."
Chuxun smiled and put his hands on his face. He looked at him deeply and took the initiative to kiss him.
It was a sweet kiss.
Chuxun looked at Lin Yanchen's face. This brat was dizzy. He smiled and asked: "Why is your face so red?
Silly. "
Lin Yanchen looked back at him with bright eyes: "You're very red too."
Chuxun's cheeks burned even more: "Definitely not as red as you."
Lin Yanchen: "Then let's go look in the mirror."
Chuxun: "I'm not going. I look like a fool."
The two of them were like fools. You laughed, I laughed too.
Chuxun was happy, but he suddenly felt a little dizzy. He forced it down, but the worry in his heart still lingered.
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