Ai De naturally wouldn't admit it. He had no flaws as he calmly said, "You are all my distinguished guests."
Chuxun understood his approach. If it were him, he wouldn't admit it so easily either.
Chuxun didn't expect Eide to admit it. He smiled noncommittally and said in a low voice, "I'm not good enough for him, right?"
Eide frowned almost imperceptibly. He glanced at Chuxun and said, "You are a gentleman."
He couldn't help but add, "I haven't been so happy to see him in a long time."
After saying that, he immediately felt that he had misspoken. He pursed his lips tightly as if he had turned into a masked man.
Chuxun didn't mind and said, "I can tell that you are a tight-lipped person. That's why I came to talk to you."
"I booked a flight back to China at 6am on the 1st. Can you arrange a car to take me to the airport?"
Eide nodded. "Yes, sir. The driver will take you to the airport on time."
Chuxun corrected him. "It's not 'we,' it's' me. 'Only I will go back. He doesn't know. Don't tell him."
Eide finally looked at Chuxun. Their eyes met.
Chu Xun saw deep doubt in his eyes. He obviously couldn't understand Chu Xun's actions. He kept changing his mind over and over again. He just came back a few days ago, and now he was going to leave again. He even hid it from Lin Yanchen. Logically speaking, he must have told the Young Master.
Chuxun said, "You will know no matter how I leave. That's why I came to tell you."
Eide was silent for a moment and asked, "Why?
He likes you a lot.
… It's the first time I've seen him like someone so much. "
Chuxun looked into his eyes calmly and said softly, "I should have left at the airport last time, but I was impulsive. It was irrational.
I should leave him. I don't want him to be too sad. "
Eide retorted, "He will be sad if you leave him."
Chuxun shook his head slightly and said, "I'm dying."
Eide: "…"
This bomb was thrown too casually.
Chuxun sounded like he was talking about someone else. "About one month ago, I was diagnosed with a terminal illness, and I only had a few months left to live. I did not choose to accept any treatment, and now, I don't have much time left … I feel like my illness is starting to act up, and I can't hide it anymore."
Chuxun smiled. "Doesn't it sound ridiculous?
But I'm really not lying. "
"I know that his mother passed away from an illness when he was young. He watched his mother die before his eyes. I shouldn't let him experience that pain again."
"I'll try not to make things difficult for you. I'll leave him a letter to explain everything."
Eide wanted to say something but stopped. Finally, he said, "I'm sorry for you, sir … Someone will take you to the airport tomorrow morning."
Chuxun restrained himself and smiled. "Thank you."
Chuxun returned to the kitchen. Lin Yanchen was still kneading the dough with great effort. He asked him, "Is this okay?"
Chuxun instructed him, "You have to knead the dough until the surface is smooth."
They hand-rolled the dumpling wrappers, mixed the corn and fresh meat stuffing, and sat together to make the dumplings. This was the first time in Lin Yanchen's life that he had made dumplings. He was good at sports, but he was not good at such delicate work. Chuxun taught him step by step several times, but he still made it crookedly.
Chuxun was really curious. "Are you doing this on purpose?
Could it be that this is your hobby?
Do you want me to teach you a few more times? "
Lin Yanchen didn't know whether to laugh or cry. He said honestly, "I really can't learn. I'm clumsy."
Chuxun didn't allow him to stop. He insisted that he fill two rectangular containers with dumplings.
As he did it, he gradually became a little better. The two of them chatted as they made the dumplings.
Chuxun said, "I know how to make dumplings because my father taught me. He is very good at making dumplings and can make dumplings of several shapes.
When he was young, his family was poor. He was the eldest in the family. He started to work in the fields before he was ten years old. He helped with the housework at home, took care of his younger siblings, and studied and did his homework. He was the first college student in his village. "
Chuxun had heard about his father's hard work since he was young. He used to admire his father very much because he was able to fight his way up from being poor.
Later, he felt that it might be because his father didn't receive much attention from his parents when he was young, so he wasn't good at caring about children.
With the environment that his father grew up in, it was understandable that he couldn't accept that he liked men, but he still felt sad.
Lin Yanchen wanted to reply to him and talk about the topic of "father," but after racking his brain, he realized that he didn't seem to know his father at all.
Chuxun asked him, "If your father knew that you were with a man, what would he do?"
Lin Yanchen was stunned for a moment, then he was wild with joy. "You're willing to go with me to see my father?
Okay, I'll go inform him.
He shouldn't do anything. "
Lin Yanchen recalled and said, "When I was in high school … he once asked me out of the blue if I was gay. He thought that I was in a relationship with my friend from the same band. He even said that he could accept me even if I was.
I don't know what he was thinking all day long. He probably thought that I was messing around all the time. "
"But my relationship has nothing to do with him. There's no need to inform him, right?"
Chuxun smiled and said with emotion, "Actually, I was thinking that maybe your father is quite good.
You should have a good chat with him when you have time. "
Lin Yanchen curled his lips and firmly refused, "No, he's not good at all. He even wants to restrain my hair.
He only said those words because he wanted to control me. "
Chuxun didn't try to persuade him anymore and let nature take its course. Lin Yanchen still had a long life. He would find out who was really good to him sooner or later.
Everyone cooked dumplings to eat.
Chuxun and Lin Yanchen's dumplings were completely different. One could tell which one was better at a glance.
Lin Yanchen said, "My dumplings fall apart as soon as they're cooked. Your dumplings are firm and beautiful.
How did you do it so well? "
Chuxun said, "I like to make dumplings. I usually make them … When I'm in a bad mood, I'll go cut the stuffing and wrap my bad mood into the dumplings."
He picked up a dumpling and smiled as he fed it to Lin Yanchen's mouth. Lin Yanchen obediently opened his mouth and ate it in one bite. His cheeks puffed up as he chewed, and he said vaguely, "Good."
(Delicious) "
Chuxun smiled and said, "Then you eat your bad mood in one bite. Only your good mood is left."
After eating and drinking to their fill, Chuxun secretly looked for Eide and said, "Xiao Lin made a few boxes. I'll send a box of Xiao Lin's dumplings to his father as a New Year's gift.
I don't have anything else to do for him. "
Eide agreed, "Okay.
… Thank you. "
After eating, the two idlers had nothing to do, so they played games.
Lin Yanchen wasn't in a good state today. He kept losing. Chuxun asked him, "What's wrong?"
Lin Yanchen put down his gaming arm and said in a muffled voice, "I don't want to be like this."
Chuxun was confused, "You don't want to be like what?"
Lin Yanchen said vaguely, "I want to ask you something. I wanted to ask yesterday, but when I asked, it seemed like I was narrow-minded."
Chuxun leaned back and leaned on Lin Yanchen's shoulder, "Tell me."
Lin Yanchen said in a low, muffled voice, "You always look at Eide and talk to him alone. Do you think he's handsome?
But, he's not as young as me, is he? "
Chuxun was stunned for a moment, then smiled and reached out to pinch his cheeks, "What does that have to do with age?
Why are you so cute? "
Lin Yanchen said, "Don't patronize me."
Chuxun could only answer seriously, "Okay, I think Eide is very handsome." There was no need to lie about that.
Lin Yanchen almost exploded.
Chuxun continued, "It's the first time I've seen such a British butler in my life. His clothes are also very nice. When I saw him, I thought …"
Lin Yanchen held his breath and asked sourly, "What were you thinking?
He doesn't provide that kind of service. "
Lin Yanchen was extremely regretful. If he had known earlier, he wouldn't have brought Chuxun over. He clearly knew that Chuxun was a pervert.
Chuxun shamelessly said slowly, "I was thinking that if you wore those clothes, you would definitely be more handsome than him."
Lin Yanchen, "… …!"
Lin Yanchen went out after taking a shower. Chuxun changed into his pajamas and sat on the armchair to wait.
After a while, Lin Yanchen sneaked back. Not only did he change into the butler's clothes, but he also put on some wax and changed his hairstyle. He combed his hair into a four-six part back, looking quite decent.
There was a glass lamp on the small round table next to Chuxun. It emitted a soft lemon-colored light and nestled next to him.
Lin Yanchen didn't know if it was because he felt ashamed of changing into the servant's clothes or because Chuxun's temperament was different today. He seemed to be more attractive than usual, but Lin Yanchen felt his cheeks burning.
Lin Yanchen walked in front of him and bowed, "Dear master, what, what do you want me to do?"
Chuxun acted better than him and said calmly, "Are you new?
You can't be like this. If you don't improve, I can't let you stay. "
Lin Yanchen half knelt and raised his head like a big golden retriever, "I'm sorry, master. I will definitely learn and change. Please give me a chance."
Chuxun reached out and lifted his chin, "How about this, if you can please me tonight, I will forgive you."
From this angle, Lin Yanchen could see the lines of Chuxun's chin, neck, and shoulders. They were especially good-looking. The collar of his pajamas was a little loose, revealing a little bit of his collarbone. His hair hadn't been blown dry yet, and there were droplets of water dripping from the ends of his black hair. They slid from his temples to his neck and fell into the crook of his collarbone.
Lin Yanchen's mouth was dry.
Chu Xun took off his glasses. His black hair, which was still covered with water vapor, was pushed aside by the glasses. His skin was as white as jade, covered with light.
Chuxun said softly, "Come here."
… …
… …
Chuxun's face was crimson and his eyes were filled with tears. He didn't know whether to cry or laugh. He reached out his hand, "Xiao Lin, hug me."
Lin Yanchen leaned over and hugged him.
Chuxun buried his face in his shoulder and hugged him tightly, as if this moment was their eternity.
After they were done, they were still hugging each other. Chuxun was still trembling and sobbing. Lin Yanchen stroked his back, "A Xun, did I hurt you?"
After Chuxun calmed down, he said, "I still want to hear you sing for me."
When a man was in bed, he could agree to anything. Lin Yanchen was naturally the same. "What do you want to hear?"
Chuxun said, "Sing 'Scarborough Fair' for me."
Before Sarah Brightman's ethereal female version of the song became a household name, the song was originally a British folk song of unknown origin. The most famous version should be the version adapted by Paul Simon. In the year of its release, the sales volume of the song even exceeded that of the Beatles. Low and hoarse boy's long sadness.
Chuxun said, "Change 'she' to 'he'."
Lin Yanchen slightly changed the lyrics, hugged him and sang softly for him.
"Are you going to Scarborough fair (Are you going to Scarborough fair?)
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme (Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme)
Remember to one who lived there (Remember to send my regards to one who lived there)
He was once a ture lovemine (He was once my true love) "
This song tells the story of a young soldier on the front line who misses his lover back home. Parsley, sage, rosemary, and thyme, these herbs represent kindness, strength, gentleness, and courage, but in ancient times, they were also used to ward off the god of death.
"Tell himmakea cambric shirt (Tell him to make me a coarse cloth shirt)
Without seams or needlework (Don't leave any trace of needle and thread)
…
Tell himfindan acreland (Tell him to find an acre of land)
Between the salt water and the sea (Between the beach and the sea)
…
Tell himreap in a sickleleather (Tell him to use a sickle made of skin to harvest the crops)
And gather alla bunchheather (Tie them together with a bunch of heather) "
Elegant?
Chuxun listened quietly. The soldier asked his lover to do three impossible things. The lyrics seemed to be illogical. Some people said that the lyrics actually implied that the soldier had died in the war, or that his lover had died of illness in her hometown, so there was a section that repeatedly sang about herbs related to death.
Because she was already dead, so it was implicitly praying to death.
Lin Yanchen finished singing once and asked Chuxun, "Do you want me to sing it again?"
Chuxun sighed silently and said, "Enough."
Lin Yanchen asked, "Why do you suddenly want to listen to this song?" He always felt that singing this song now was strange.
"I just want to listen, no reason." Chuxun said, "The person in the song is really unreasonable."
Lin Yanchen said, "When you are in love, you will do some unreasonable things."
Chuxun laughed, "Then I will also be unreasonable. I want to drink freshly squeezed apple juice with some honey. I want you to make it for me."
Lin Yanchen didn't ask him why he wanted juice in the middle of the night. He kissed him on the face, "Okay, I will make it for you."
The house was too big. Lin Yanchen squeezed a cup of apple juice. When he brought it back, Chuxun said, "I feel that I want to drink orange juice more. You make another cup."
Lin Yanchen didn't mind the trouble. He went far away to make another cup of orange juice. Of course, he didn't wash the juicer and the chopping board. He carried the orange juice back.
Chuxun was satisfied this time and said, "It is a waste to not drink the apple juice. You drink it."
Lin Yanchen did exercise, sang, and ran up and down. He drank a little. The apple juice he squeezed was only half a cup. He drank it in a few mouthfuls and said, "Apples are too easy to oxidize. It is actually a bit bitter. I should add some lemon."
Chuxun praised him, "You actually know this kind of life trick?"
Lin Yanchen said, "I study at a boarding school. I can probably take care of myself. I just don't know how to cook."
Chuxun said, "Amazing, amazing … Okay, let's wash up and go to sleep."
Lin Yanchen changed into his pajamas and wiped his face. After lying in bed for a while, he began to feel sleepy. He yawned and said, "Turn off the lights and sleep."
Chuxun turned off the lights. The moonlight shone through the window and was filtered by the light gauze. It gently covered their bodies.
Lin Yanchen had already fallen asleep. Two sleeping pills had been placed in his glass of apple juice, so he could sleep until dawn.
Chuxun hugged Lin Yanchen. He lowered his head and pressed his face against Lin Yanchen's forehead. He slowly hummed in a low voice. His singing wasn't pleasant at all.
“are you goingscarborough fair
parsley，sage，rosemary and thyme
rememberto one who one who lives there……
He was once a ture lovemine … "
"He was once a ture lovemine …"
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