Tang Jinyan realized that time passed by quickly while he was chatting with Xu Xian.
They arrived early, but it was time for class in the blink of an eye.
The two of them stopped whispering and began to listen to the lecture carefully.
He didn't attend the lecture last week, so he missed the second half of the Nine Dragons Fight for the Throne. This time, the Professor was talking about the Yongzheng Dynasty.
He talked about how the emperor governed the country, how his actions were different from his father, Kangxi, and a lot of politics, economics, and humanities. Tang Jinyan found that he really couldn't listen to it at all.
He turned to look at Xu Xian. This girl was blinking her big eyes with a serious look on her face. In fact, it was obvious that she was confused.
Tang Jinyan laughed and quietly poked her elbow with a pen.
Xu Xian blushed and whispered, "What are you doing?"
Tang Jinyan asked quietly, "Do you understand?"
Xu Xian was embarrassed. "I don't understand."
"So why are you here to listen to this?"
Xu Xian whispered, "It's none of your business!
If you can listen, why can't I? "
"I want to learn about the culture of my motherland. Do you want to marry into China?"
"We also have China to develop. Everyone is learning Chinese!"
"You want to learn Chinese by listening to history and ancient prose?
You're probably like a primary school student learning how to make missiles, although I'm more or less the same. "
Xu Xian chuckled. She thought for a moment and said, "We listen to Chinese and history in university. It's really too deep. What do you think?"
Tang Jinyan hesitated for a moment and whispered, "I want to try to hire Professor Lee as my consultant …"
"You're counting on a well-known university Professor to be a triad consultant?"
"No, my trading company will be big. I'll need a corporate culture consultant in the future.
Well … I'll mention it then. It's a bit early now. "
Xu Xian was stunned. She was surprised and happy. "You want to clear your name?"
Tang Jinyan looked at her strangely. "Why are you so happy?"
Xu Xian's expression stiffened, and she swallowed back the words she was about to say.
If you don't want to be a gangster anymore, I'll confess to you …
Of course … perhaps it was already too late.
You said you have someone you like.
Xu Xian sighed secretly. "Are you trying to clear your name for the person you like?"
Tang Jinyan was even more puzzled. "Why would you suddenly ask that?"
Xu Xian murmured, "Ren Jing Oni told me that no one can ask a tiger to keep its fangs unless they love each other.
Does the person you love want you to keep your fangs? "
"You girls have such strange topics," Tang Jinyan muttered to himself for a moment and said, "I'm not trying to wash my skin clean. In fact, my fangs might be sharper than before.
However, part of the reason for my current development is indeed to be with her openly. "
Xu Xian's expression darkened slightly. "Do you know who she is?"
"Uh, you should know that she's also an artist. You artists are quite taboo in this aspect.
Without her consent, it's not convenient for me to publicize it. "
Xu Xian did not insist. She understood that if she was in a relationship with someone and her boyfriend spread it around without her consent, she would probably be angry.
However, she was also puzzled. "Won't she ask you to be a good person?"
Tang Jinyan paused. Jung Eun-thi's words flashed across his mind. "If you don't do bad things, I'll be your girlfriend."
He sighed softly. "She also asked for it.
So, she's not my girlfriend yet. "
Xu Xian asked seriously, "Since she also asked for it, why don't you try to change it?"
Tang Jinyan said coldly, "Because I'll die if I do that."
Xu Xian was stunned.
Tang Jinyan played with the ballpoint pen and turned it mechanically on his fingers. He seemed to be thinking about something.
After turning it more than ten times, he slowly said, "Even if you don't die, you'll lose everything.
Your identities are different. There are countless people who covet you. How can ordinary people keep it?
This is your personal experience.
Do you really want to dream about the love between a bitch and a goddess?
That's the biggest fantasy in the world. "
Xu Xian was speechless.
Tang Jinyan turned to look at her with a calm expression. "Gentleness can't protect kindness. The more beautiful something is, the more it needs to be protected by ugly means."
Xu Xian said with some difficulty, "They can also get status by doing proper work …" Her voice became weaker and weaker until it could no longer be heard.
Tang Jinyan smiled. From Xu Xian's hesitant voice, he knew that Xu Xian understood. She was no longer an ignorant girl who did not know much about the world.
"So, Xu Xian, why do you still dare to get close to me?"
Tang Jinyan finally asked the question that he had been hiding in his heart for a long time. "I wasn't lying when I was lusting after you. Even I don't believe in my own self-control. Aren't you afraid that I'll relapse?"
Xu Xian calmly gave the answer that she had been preparing for a long time. "I can't be so ungrateful as to draw a line between us."
"You looked so haggard the last time. Was it because you were tortured by your soul?"
"… Yes.
You saved me, but I said that you're a bad person. It's my fault. I'm very sad. "Xu Xian said slowly, and her voice began to tremble at the end.
Based on what she said, as long as he said that it was okay, they would be walking in the direction of friends.
Should she be happy or disappointed?
"Tsk …" Tang Jinyan shook his head. "Actually, I was too harsh with my words. You didn't say anything wrong."
Is that so?
So I was too harsh with my words?
Xu Xian tried hard to recall for a while … Yes, he said that he was just playing with her …
Xu Xian felt her heart begin to ache again. She bit her lower lip and said with difficulty, "You were just playing with me. You were just telling the truth."
"Actually, I was just saying it out of anger …" Tang Jinyan answered very seriously. "At that time, I really thought that you were my woman. That's why I made such a decisive decision. I wanted you after that, and I felt that it was reasonable.
But I knew that you wouldn't be willing after you came back to your senses. Since my original intention was to protect you, wouldn't it go against my original intention if I forced you?
So, I let it go. "
Is that so?
Xu Xian's heart pounded. She gripped the pen so tightly that her fingertips turned white. "Why did you think that I was your woman at that time?"
"Because you gave me your first kiss."
"Clack …" The ballpoint pen fell to the ground. Xu Xian hurriedly bent over to pick it up.
Tang Jinyan also subconsciously bent over and reached out his hand. Their cheeks gently brushed against each other. Her cheeks were as hot as fire, as if they were about to burn up.
"I, I, I … You, you …" Xu Xian bent over to pick up the pen on the ground and said with difficulty, "That kind of thing, that kind of thing, don't mind it. What era are we in now …"
Tang Jinyan sat up straight and looked at her incoherent speech seriously.
Once upon a time, she said that she wanted to save her first kiss for her boyfriend. He believed that she meant it.
He thought of the disobedience and confusion when he kissed her back then.
A woman who had been in the entertainment industry for five years and still kept her first kiss. What era would she think that she could do whatever she wanted?
Xu Xian slowly sat up straight. Her cheeks were red as she looked straight at the podium, but her eyes were unfocused.
Tang Jinyan looked at her silently. He understood.