Regret?
What do I have to regret!
Sister-in-law's words were really strange. Seeing my blank face, she was a little happy.
"What do you mean?" I frowned and asked suspiciously.
Disappointment flashed through her beautiful eyes. She rolled her eyes at me and explained, "Xiao Feng, you're really silly. If the child is gone, your cousin will definitely blame you. You won't regret it then."
I felt that it wasn't what she meant, but I didn't think too much about it. Was sister-in-law doubting my courage?
"So what if he blames me?
As long as you can live a stable life, I don't care even if you break up with my cousin. "
This was what I was thinking. Every time I saw sister-in-law frown, I would be nervous. But when she smiled sweetly, I would be happy. Maybe this was love.
In the past, I didn't understand what it meant to like someone and what it meant to love someone. After meeting her, I slowly understood. For example, when I was with Liu Jie, I was also very happy, but I didn't have that kind of vigorous and unwavering feeling. Maybe it was just my personal feeling.
Of course, it was different for sister-in-law. Even though I knew that no matter how much effort I put in, it might be for naught, I still didn't know what I wanted.
Even if she said thank you, I would be satisfied. I was afraid that I wouldn't perform well in front of her. Even though I knew that I was degrading myself, I couldn't help it. This was a kind of effort without asking for anything in return. It was also the embodiment of love.
Sometimes, I was moved by myself. I even felt that after I married Liu Jie, I would still think about her. For her, I wasn't afraid of offending my cousin, even if I didn't have any contact with him. Before coming to sister-in-law's house, I never thought that I would be so impulsive and crazy.
She looked at me blankly. Her beautiful eyes flashed with tears. "Xiao Feng, why are you so good to me?"
Women were emotional creatures. When they felt that it was the right time, they would ask some silly questions. Moreover, they were looking forward to and longed to hear the simple yet touching words.
If it was before she got pregnant, I would tell her without hesitation that I liked her, the kind that I liked from the bottom of my heart, but now, I don't have that courage. I'm a third year high school student, and I have ethics. Sister-in-law is pregnant, if I say that, isn't that the same as seducing her? It's simply insane.
"Because from what I see, cousin brother isn't worthy of you." Thousands of words, at this moment, turned into a single line of complaint. I felt that I was really a coward.
Sure enough, after hearing my answer, my sister-in-law couldn't hide the disappointment on her face. She said angrily, "Hmph, so what if I don't deserve you? Now that I have a child, you want me to abort the baby? What if I have an abortion and you don't want to care about me? Where can I go to cry?"
I was speechless. It was obvious that she didn't want to have an abortion, and she didn't trust my character. Sigh, forget it. I'll just be myself and stop worrying.
"Alright, pretend that I didn't say anything." I shrugged and tried to pretend that I didn't care, but my expression betrayed me.
Seeing that I was like a punching bag, my sister-in-law was actually happy. I was about to die from anger.
"You eat, I'm full." After saying that, I walked into the room. At this moment, Buttface was reading with great interest, and he completely ignored my existence.
Since I was bored, I took out the blue booklet. I had already heard about this martial arts secret book. I flipped through it and couldn't wait to try it out.
At first, I thought that it would be easy to learn, but it wasn't. According to the instructions, I sensed the Dantian's aura, but every time I tried to condense it, the aura was like scattered sand. I tried back and forth a dozen times, but I didn't succeed. This was the basic skill of Bajiquan. If I couldn't condense the Dantian aura, I wouldn't be able to comprehend it.
Although I understood that this thing couldn't be rushed, the repeated failures had brought me a big blow. I knew that I started practicing martial arts late. Simply put, I was a dabbler. At that time, my master was strict with me, and she even complained that she was a female demon. She said that it was fine as long as you had enough skills and that there was no need to learn so much.
Now that I had met a very threatening opponent, I was filled with regret. I wanted to throw the secret book aside and watch movies with Buttface. How free and unfettered that would be!
Now that I thought about it, there were dark waves surging in Cloud City, and there could be danger at any time. With my strength, I was far from being able to sit back and relax. If something happened to my sister-in-law because of me, I would definitely regret it.
Then, I flipped through the secret book from the beginning to the end. When I reached the last page, I found that it was blank.
"Hey, Buttface, what's going on?" I shouted. This guy was so engrossed in the book that he didn't hear me.
I took off my headphones and pushed him. When I found that the pillow was stained with blood, I was shocked. It turned out that Buttface had a nosebleed. Luckily, I found out in time. Otherwise, he would have died young.
"Damn, you perverted dog. You're too vigorous!" I threw a pack of toilet paper at him.
"Hehe, you lunatic. You don't know, but this Japanese movie is so exciting. There are so many tricks on the bed. I've learned a lot!" Buttface was very excited.
"Hey, take it easy. You can read it later. Tell me, why is the last page blank?" I pulled him and pointed at the 'Bajiquan'.
"Ah, I forgot to tell you. Your master said that with your physique, it would be very difficult for you to comprehend this cultivation technique. If it's really urgent, you just need to absorb a drop of your blood essence from the blank page. Then, you will know." Buttface imitated me very well.
"F * ck your uncle. Why didn't you say so earlier? You made me depressed for half a day. You can continue to enjoy yourself." I glared at him and said unhappily.
I was eager to try, so I cut my finger and let a drop of blood fall on the blank page. Soon, lines of beautiful and familiar words appeared. "Disciple, I know that with your dull aptitude, it will be difficult for you to learn Bajiquan.
"Disciple, I know that with your dull aptitude, it would be difficult for you to learn the Eight Extremities Fist. Hence, I've specially looked for a folk recipe. The Eight Extremities Fist is a martial art of extreme Yang, and its destructive power is astonishing. However, your physique is too poor. There is a simple and effective method, and that is to harvest Yin to replenish Yang. If you don't understand, you can search for it on the internet. In short, after you have replenished your Yang Qi, you can condense the Qi in your Dantian, and from there, you can practice the Eight Extremities Fist.
Wow?
Collect Yin energy to supplement Yang energy. I f * cking love this folk recipe. After waiting for a while, these lines slowly disappeared. Even if I dripped my blood on it, it wouldn't work.
I couldn't calm down for a long time. I knew that my physique wasn't good. Wanting to condense Dantian energy was really too much.